help me meet natalia!!!

Hey all.  i am fairly new to the hobby.  i really want to see natalia.  heres the deal, she was the first provider i tried to call, about two months ago i called her, she was not offering incall at that time.  I told her i would get a hotel room in SW burbs.  Called her to set up appt. and she hung up mid sentence.  Since then she has not returned my calls, messages or answered when i call.  I have seen several ladies, posted reviews.  I am sure i was really nervous when we first talked, and maybe she didn't like something i said, i can understand that, but what can i do now??  can anyone put in a good word for me?  how do i handle this, i REALLY want to see her!!  she has great pics!!  i love her look!!  i would really appreciate any advice.  thank you.