Sorry...

So sorry to hear about your bad experiance. There are a lot of great providers here.
I love to meet new friends like yourself

XOXO Kim

There's no sure thing, we've all had meetings that just went flat for whatever reason...  But they *should* be rare, and it certainly is a downer when they happen very early on.  Like anything, the trick is to dust yourself off quickly and get back in there right away.

There ARE sure things...  One of the amazing things about the hobby is that there really are women involved in this that want to love on you and take care of you, and they're not all that tied up in whether you are too old, or too chubby, or too whatever.

That's why they have reviews ...or did I miss something?  

Sent you a PM.

That will give you a much better idea of who provides the experience for which you are looking.