I have met several women through this hobby over the past few years, and most of them were good and provided what I expected. But, after a lull in my activity, I decided that if I should do this again, it would be to get what I want, not just what I can reasonably expect. What I want is more of a fantasy and a romantic experience, not just a release. It goes something like this...She opens the door, dressed in fine lacey lingerie and high heels, maybe a corset, garter, stockings. She is a beautiful young woman, like a cenerfold or dancer at one of the better gentlemen's clubs. She is slender, and leggy, but well-put-together. Firm, not flabby. Long flowing hair (blonde, brunette, I don't care) and a gorgeous face. We chat, maybe have a glass of champagne. She dances for me, maybe for tips, very exotic, very suggestive and alluring. We get romantic,making out like teenagers. . She does not place unexpected limits on me. If there are certain things she doesn't like, I know that before we meet. We are free to explore one another, to experiment. I do whatever she asks, and she does the same for me. She is not in a rush, because she seems to truly enjoy my company. And, afterwards, she wants to enjoy my company again. And here's how I know this is probably just a far-fetched fantasy...I can actually afford it! Ladies, if this is you, or if this sounds like someone you know, feel free to e-mail me.