How did you first encounter in the hobby end up? Obviously, not looking for juicy details, but just curious if you had initial regrets? Nervous? Remorse?   What were your feelings leading up to it, and after it was done?  

I was soooooooo nervous and scared....I'm pretty sure I was shaking like a leaf in the North Dakota wind. Funny thing is---It was his first time too...It was like being a teenager sneaking around with the hot guy in your friends basement or something. But afterwards, I was super excited and on top of the world. I think the best feeling on earth is having the ability to make another person happy and fulfilled....As time went on, I learned to really absorb the experience....take it all in...get to know and learn about all these amazing people in the world...and i've grown into this pretty amazing person myself...that I'm not sure I would of become without the hobby...

Sounds like a cheap porn but really it was more like two unexperienced teenagers with not a clue in the world of what to do. I was scared and shaking but not as much as he was. It was both of our first times. He got a massage by me wearing bra and panties that didn't even match and no oil. Believe it or not I cried on my way home but the next day he called back and repeated. He was so sweet to me the first night I, of course, went back and the second experience was much better. My drive home the second night was much different ... with a smile!

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I read yours after posting mine and it sounds like you and I have a little more in common. My feelings after were little bit different than yours but by the second time it was all good. I do agree with you ... I have met some amazing people and learned so much from the hobby.

we are all nervous and scared the first time?  
I am enjoying this post, because it let me reflect on how I have grown as not only a provider but also a person over the years

He would have been happier and more fulfilled if you had given his money back

I recall a series of women being asked about their first sexual encounter.  The only response I remember was: