This hobby is full of ups and downs.I had a stellar massage provider I was getting pretty close too.Our sessions quickly blew up into full GFE.To make a long story short a new girl came along so I totally locked into her for awhile.For reasons not clear I have not been able to see her recently.I saw my old ATF today and to help make my Bday better she gave me butt sex.I guess if something isn't broke don't try to fix it......lol