I just wanted to take a moment to say goodbye to all of you, I will no longer be around.  If you know me (have visited with me before) please feel free to send me an email, since I'm sure you have some questions..and I would love to hear from you!


Otherwise, I just wanted to wish you all the very best of everything!  Please remember, everyone, to play smart and play safe!

I hope that life brings you all the happiness and joy that you desire.

Take Care.

A tribute to an exceptional woman, for a moment last October...

(To the tune of "The Perfect Drug" by NIN)

I got my head but my world is unraveling
Can't keep control can't keep track of where it's traveling
I got my heart but my heart's no good
And you're the only one that's understood

I come along but I don't know where you're taking me
Your logic is wrenching dragging shaking me
Turn off the sun pull the stars from the sky
Take me to the room where my fear can die

And I want you
and I want you
and I want you
and I want you

You are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug

You are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug

You make me hard when I'm all soft inside
I see the truth when I'm all stupid-eyed
your words go straight to my heart
without you all my gains would come apart

My blood just wants to say hello to you
I'm so warm to get inside of you
my soul is so afraid to realize
how much you have help lift my disguise

And I want you
and I want you
and I want you
and I want you

You are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug

You are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug

You are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug

(effects and drum solo)

Take me...take me with you...
take me...take me with you...

Without you...
without you everything loses it's heart
Without you...
it's not as much fun to look at these pages.

You will be missed, my friend.

I wish I could have seen her more thank just a few times.  She was what this hobby was all about... A few moments of fantasy bliss.  Thanks Alyssa.  I'm sure you are on to bigger and better things.