Ok, it's like this. I was ok employed until 2008. Then I would work here and there. Then I started getting unemployement benefits and working here and there and pt. But wait, it gets on topic.
Then the unemployment and the extensions are over. I thought by now things were gonna be better and finding a job would be easier.
So, I'm  still doing whatever.. looking through the garbage for cardboard and other recycables.

Here is where it gets on topic...
I go and sell blood or plasma, whatever when in need of some cash. So sometimes I see all these girls (they have to be over 18), let's say women. Some of them could be provider material. Yeah, some do look like homeless. But the story is not about them. So back to the provider material ones.
I wonder why in these tough times girls in financial trouble would sell blood, beg for money on the street, some would sell stuff on the street or whatever, but they would not provide? I don't know but if kids were involved then in the end they might do it... or maybe not. They would look for other kinds of help.
I've seen young couples there. Maybe they are people who don't actually want to work and they would do that anyway.
So as I was there and looking at some girls I started thinking. Why not make more money like other girls do?
Then I started thinking about my youthness and all the girls that could only say no. No because of this or no because of that. Then maybe it's like guys when it comes to making money providing for other guys. Most of us would answer, hell no, I'll rather go hungry and die.
Maybe it's what they call morality or whatever.
Maybe I was wishing the girl that was there donating blood for $30 would consider doing it for a lot more. Even though I couldn't afford it. Or maybe I'm seeing myself if I were a female and what I would do under the circumstances... but then some of the females I have known would say... It doesn't work that way.
I really don't know what I'm trying to say but I will post it anyway.
What you make of it? Not of what I've said or how I said it. But of the whole sitution with providing out of necessity.  

instead of spending time wondering about what girls do or don't do to make money. To address your rambling stream of consciousness, more girls don't provide because (1) it is illegal, (2) it is looked down upon by society, (3) it has a lot of risks (legal, health, personal safety), and (4) it is psychologically stressful (for many). I would think most people know this.

what I you doing selling blood while active in one of the illegal activity specifically listed as incompatible with blood giving?

I had a friend that escorted and she said it took a toll on her mentally and she wished she never did it, she told me that to do all those acts for money on strangers made her feel bad about herself and she couldn't sleep at night...she said she wished she never started it because she was doing it for money and told me that 90% of the time it was gross and smelly as she put it. *which I made a note of to always freshen up before hand* lol  She really seemed broken after it, it changed her and she had seen a lot of guys that treated her like an object and didn't respect her. A year later she killed herself, I think that being an escort ruined her life, because before that she was a hot young girl with a bachelors that just fell on hard times, but after she always looked sad and tired.

...because I am sure you could give James Joyce a run for his money in stream of consciousness, or, in your case, stream of subconsciousness.......  RT Confused & Out

First off: You need to get laid more if you're going to BloodBanks and seeing young girls as potential providers.

Second: We really don't need to know about your Unemployment situation here. That's just tacky and unnessecsary.

Third: It really doesn't matter what the reason is for a lady or guy to become a provider. Some may do it because they want to live out a whore fantacy. Some may do it for financial reasons. Whatever it is. It's really none of our (Clients) buisness. It's thier life and thier body. They have the right to choose what to do with it. I think you're worrying about something that doesn't matter in the long run, and you should be looking for work more often.

How ever I will give you the fact that it is hard even now. Yes things were supposed to get better. But that's what happens when you get rich Republicans who keep tightening the wallet and making the situation worse. But Dems aren't any better so we're all screwd. But enough politics.

And as for the poster who had his friend kill herself because she chose to become a Provider. I feel for your lose. While at the same time I see one fact that may have been overlooked. She may have been a very lovely woman on the outside. But you have to have some underlining lack of self-confidence and respect to be present for you to want to kill yourself or be driven to do so. Also she should have accepted the fact that she was, gotten out of the biz before things got worse, saught councling and gotten better.

I don't believe any woman or man should ever stay in a buisness that they hate. People "hate" thier jobs was a common statement I heard time after time about 5 years ago. Now it's the same comment but with "But I need to pay my bills" behind it. And many kill themselves too. Just recently (past few months), a woman killed herself by jumping onto the tracks with a train coming. A week later a guy did the same thing on the same tracks. So it's not just a problem for Providers, but everyone.

And also. (This is going to sound harsh but it needs to be said, and I appologize in advance to those whom I will offend by this.) Anyone who kills themselves over something so small, should not be here anyways. The truth is that you have to be a pretty selfish person to kill yourself. Ok you have problems and it's hard. Life is hard! It's supposed to be. If it wasn't then life would be boring. The Hard is what makes it Great! But more importantly. Why weren't you thinking about everyone else who would be affected by your killing yourself. How selfish can you be to off yourself while others depend on you to be in thier lives in one form or anothern.

To all Providers (Woman or Man). If you do not like being a Provider, simply leave! Don't kill yourself trying to make it in this world by Providing if you can't accept it! This isn't worth it if you can't accept this as your only means of income.

Now with that said. To All Clients. Take a "F"ing shower. Even ask to use the shower if you have to. There is no excuse for smelling like a pig! Yes Guys! We smell bad. I know. My exs used to complain when I would come home from work. But after I showerd, that all changed. This is simple. If you want it, at the very least be clean! C'mon guys, this is a no-brainner! You don't land Miss America smelling like a Garbage Dump! Same princible! Stop being a complete fool and brush your teeth as well! Gum only covers so much. Yes we are that nasty. Accept it and get clean. No woman wants a guy who's that bad, especially not in the sence of Providing.

Hopefully one day, someone will be smart enough to step up and speak out for the Providers and try to make "Providing" legal nation-wide. I would if I had the funds to run for president. But I don't. So yeah

Hopefully that clears up a few things there guy. Hope you find a job soon.

NewHobbyGuy12

Well, that is soooooooo depressing.  Don't know what else to say, but man, depressing.

I think also a lady shouldn't kill herself over being unable to get over it. We all have perceived shame and things we're not proud of , but have to live with it. I don't think it is a small thing though having to live with being a provider, and maybe also being a client.

About having a shower. I agree; I gave a friend who was down on his luck a ride. It looked like he hadn't showered for days, if not weeks. And guess what, my car stunk for a week too. Having to drive to work and smelling it in the morning!