I truly felt this story.  I'm so grateful you posted this.  I think a lot of us here are Romantics at heart.  I hope taquitoguy your able to see the blessing of having truly loved not once but twice in this lifetime.  I'm sure your a great lovable guy!!! Never loose hope, just feel better little by little. And remember they're always there in spirit and memory any moment you choose to tap in

Kisses and caresses
xoxo
Khloe

Sorry to hear this terrible event happened and don't understand it.  I don't know taquitoguy but my condolences on this tragedy.

If I can do anything for him I would like to know...

Yvette
Xox

Having been in a similar situation as yourself, I can only say is hang in there and work through the different stages of the grieving process. It may take time, but in the long run, support from those friends and family who care for you, memories and faith are what will pull you through these dark times of sadness. Be strong for yourself and for them, when you are feeling sad, take a moment to fall back on the good memories you had with them to put a smile back on your face.