You can't PM an alias!!!

If you feel your lawyer is against you, that is n representing your best interests, FIRE HIM/HER!!!

I have no idea what type of case you are involved in, criminal, civil, family, etc.  I assume that your expectation of your lawyer is to get you what you want!!!  Anything less would be a betrayal!!!  Maybe he/she has a different, more realistic idea of the best possible outcome, which he/she is likely working for.  Sounds like you need to talk, and listen!!!!