I'm very sorry I have not been around or traveling..
I just want to thank you for the emails ......
You know the passing of someone close is never easy..
All I can say is that it makes everything ELSE seem
so unimportant....
It can make you think why so much effort goes on other
things in life...
Thanks Again,
Love With All My Heart Alana xoxoxoxxoxooxxoox

Don't know your situation, but just from reading your words, you seem so sweet and sincere. Sorry for your loss Ms Alana.

So sorry, for your loss.  Hope things will be better, soon.  All the best wishes.

Sorry for your lost ;-(
I feel your pain. Awhile back I also lost someone close.

Time will heal ,stay strong.
Remember they will always be there watching you ,taking care of you.

Someone said to me- God needs his Angels.
Yes it reminds us not to put much effort on BS, enjoy life, have fun
and always tell your loved ones how much you love them.

My thoughts and prayers to you xoxo CindySpice

I don't know much about your loss, but here's mine. About a year and a half ago, my wife of 25 yrs. passed away. You're right, losing someone close to you is never easy. Everyone grieves differenly, there are no real stsndards or expectations.    For me, it was alot like having a backpack full of BB's glued to my back. It hurt, no way to get it off, and it was very heavy. I found however, that each time I thought about the situation, good or bad, I was able to reach around and take a few BB's out. Of course at first, this really wasn't very noticable, but in time, I noticed the hurt diminishing.    After a year and a half, it's still there, but mostly empty now. Alot of the hurt is gone, only a little tinge now and then.     The fact that you shared your pain on a board that supports an industry not exactly known for compassion is commendable. A whole handful of BB's!      It's interesting this should occur on this day, she would have been 49 today.   I know it's pretty hard for you now, but it does get better, it just takes time.    P.S. Remember to laugh occasionally, I've found it's the best painkiller around!