I am trying to gather the information to make an informed decision if Vegas is a better place for a provider like myself or NYC . Constructive intelligent advices from all walk of life are welcome , but please don't attack my sensitive feelings I bite LOL

For some reasons, I miss the strip clubs in VEGAS so much, its glamorous, seductive, and beautiful like a paradise. I still remember in the good economy, clients had me sit on their lap and explain why they love VEGAS strip clubs "Just look at that, Little One , i own a strip club myself, but this is outstanding , 6 beautiful stunning girls dancing up high on 3 stages at all time while 400 other hotties are running on the floor dancing around the club. That's heaven ! "

We have every price for every casino girls 50 , 100 , 200 , 300 , ...500, 1000 , 2000 ...cocktails waitresses , bartenders , each one having their own number in mind. Its just the matter of how soon a tourist pop the question "How much ?" Thats why Vice arrests girls everyday for "Loitering" ( just for stating how much )...anyway , so I feel equal . Vegas is my equal. My girl friends there are my equal , married , single , ...they all my equal. They all  have a price. I feel fine there !

Here in NYC, landlord wonder how I can afford rent with such little paychecks , I got sugar daddies for god sake   lol realtors try to find out if I am a stripper or not ,. Anyway, here in NYC , I have to hide my job, can't even tell people i am from VEGAS or I am a stripper , with all these corporate america people , I feel out of the place. I feel wrong doing what I do. I feel less of their equal , I feel like "Crab, i should gather my savings and open a  big business like these people , but what if my business fail in this recession, hu...hu..everything I been dancing/suking  my behind off for gone as the things so call bad coma ,easy come easy go money ! ...my girl friends in NYC tries to live 2 lives , lie constantly and make up stories to their boyfriends like no one else business , at least they dance a wonderful game of love and getting hurt thou . Or maybe they have thick skin , they don't allow pain to sneak in their heart. They blur their face  completely , make some money as a provider day time, and hunt for a good husband or so call "big client" at night . Thats in reality should be the only option to be a provider outside of Vegas , blur your face and hunt for love and family life. Am I right ? Should I blur my face and open some other small business too, and yes , hunt for a mate ..? aha This city makes me want a normal life, even my goal is not reach yet , its gonna be hard to be reach living a normal life .

So what should I do ?  am I doing wrong showing my face in NYC ?  Is it not a market to show face like VEGAS ? should i move back to Vegas if this is my only career , adult worker ? Is it bad if this is my only career momentarily to reach my financial goals ? I have a number that I need to achieve before I retire from this business and create my own family , It shouldn't take me so long to get the number . Ooops  , family is a different story , we can have wonderful dogs and kids just about anytime we want to pop that things out ,  to pair and last with a good mate is not in any one self  control.  

I know , this is weird I pop these questions here, but is it TER the master piece of the industry ? ...

From your very uncertain  gfe ...

Kim, in reading your post, I think you may have answered your own question. In short, Vegas baby!

The economy is improving here, you will be closer to L.A should you want to continue with your adult film career and there will always be  plenty of gentlemen with lots of money who would be more than happy to share some of it with an enticing and charming young woman like yourself.

The strip clubs and glamor here also suit you to a T; a perfect combination of your talents and the city's seductive allure.

You can always visit your family back east and finally, here in Vegas, you can show your face for all of us to admire.

Good luck sweetie and may the chips fall where they rightfully should.....Vegas baby, Vegas!

..mine would be for you to return to Vegas.

Little One, you perfectly fit the sexy "I so horny" type that so many locals and visitors to Vegas appreciate.

    And, as SLV pointed out, sounds like most of your thoughts would be best satisfied out here.

I miss you 'Lil Kim'!  You are so fun, beautiful, real, honest, and a tremendously fantastic provider (so I know the guys miss you!)....

I think you should do whatever makes you happy and not worry about what anyone else thinks.

Don't let the 'squares' get you down or judge you!
Lying is not a good practice to get into...it's better to be yourself, be up front, and if they don't like it or you...keep it moving, as someone else will!

Something that I have admired about you from the first time we met, was your honesty.  Don't let them take that away from you.  
I also admire your work ethic.  You are a busy bee...always a hard worker and always very focused.  

I know you are missed here...so, if you make it back here, I, for one, will have a big hug to welcome you back with!

Call or email me if you'd like to chat, Prettiness!  Sin City misses it's PSE/GFE 'Lil Kim'!!!

xoxoxo

Hey Kim
We all in Vegas miss you and i know i miss my lap dances. You should be here you know the parties and you are a perfect fit for this town.
New York is a great place to visit but you should come back .
You now have my opinion sweetie.
Good luck and follow your heart.

In reading your thoughts and questions Kim, only one thing comes to my mind...you sound very unhappy in NY.  The culture of NY seems to have lowered your confidence and self esteem, because you feel judged (poorly) by the folks you meet on the street in 'normal' life.  This seems to be a tough business to be halfway in...you mentioned the constant lies gals tell when they try to cover up what they really do.  If that wears on you, eats at your soul (and it sounds like it would), then you can't do it.  Either be all in, or all out.  My advice...go to LV and get to your financial goals as quickly as possible, then retire, close the door on the Exotic Kim persona and lead a 'normal' life.  Just my $.02 (which, if you have another $4.48, might buy you a cup of coffee!).

It is more economical to live and work here and travel to NYC on a regular basis, then it is to live in NYC and travel here.

The money you save on rent alone monthly will afford you a very regular trip to NYC. So keeping your clients in both places is very feasible.

Karrie-

Kim......come home..

Vegas  Enough said

Oh , I love each of you so much from the bottom of my heart . You guys are the partay

I talk more later , this drunk dude finger me so hard while I'm on iPhone lol
serously , I love my type of people you !

it doesn't snow in LV ... easier to walk around in high heels if you don't have to dodge snow drifts and slush!

VIVA LAS VEGAS!!! eom

Sorry for the funny note earlier , i was so into your guys messages and response to my posts , that i couldn't wait to get to my computer ,i gotta read it out of my iphone , while a drunk dude abusing my kitty cat. aha , But he was the only good call I had in the entire week in NYC . I had to beg him "hon , I made nothing this week , so slow , please keep me here all day  " the young hornie party boy empty his bank account right then and there. Thanks god . He even proposed me to move in and be his girl friend , swear to god on my life, lol , he told me I been his dream girl for months ...I love to , but I don't want to sit home and bitching about I am still owe myself 1,3 more mil to finish my dream retirement number. anyway , it was funny.

you guys here in Vegas  really sweet , I KNOW , I love you , Samantha , we gonna rock when I come back . You watch  I have a new strategies to do double without much interfere on our direct interest . I know it's not fair if I sock your men's cock so good bbbj , and I am definitely intimidate by your classy blonde babe girl attitude and charm. You are DE BOM . lol

If i am gonna move , i make sure I get my shits together well on this move , it was a little disaster move from vegas to NYC last 4 months . i got scam movers , it was insane . Lets me give this NYC a little tiny bit time , properly summer. then , i am all set to go .

I too felt this way in NYC. It is a lonely place and no matter how beautiful you are, you feel you are the only one who cares to look at it (except the clients of course) but we want to walk down the street and feel we have gravity on us and take up some space on the sidewalk. But we are invisible because people push by us and grab the taxi away from us and men let the doors slam in our faces while we carry groceries.
I had these feelings and knew I must move away to a place where people care for each other and if I am attractive, the people at the stores will notice not just my clients. And people are curteous and hold doors and have respect for each other.
A paranoia develops in some of us who move to new york from a nother place. We wonder if it is our imagination these thoughts and feelings we have. Then we make a trip somewhere and realize that we are living in  alittle bubble world and then beating ourselves up about why we are not happy in this bubble world. Maybe because we dont like bubbles! I love fresh air and open space and neighbors who still bake apple pies for each other