You have basically two choices here.  You can stop seeing her and move on.  Or, you can tell her how you feel.  If you just go on seeing her as you feel now, it will only get harder to do something about it.But, before you do anything, you need to ask yourself "am I ready to date a woman that is an escort"?  Its not an easy thing to send the woman you care for off to have sex with other men; and its just not reasonable for a man to ask a women to give up her livelihood.Falcon