I have a question for some of you who have been in this hobby way longer than i have. I can't possibly be the only man out here who has began to care for a provider way more than i probably should have, but as we all know, it's not a light switch you can turn on or off. The lady in question is a really great provider, but has so much more than that going for her and i grew to care quite a bit, and i THINK she views me as more than a client at least a little bit.
Here"s my question for someone who has been there, client or provider, should i have some patience and hope this progresses where i hope it will or come back to reality?
Any input is appreciated

from this relationship and if you feel as though you can continue to see her as a provider, great.  However, I'll bet if you stop paying for her time, you will notice resentment begining to build.  

Having been a provider for 10+ years, it just doesn't work out too well...    

Good luck
Jazz

Thanks for your input, i'm already seeing it. Saw her the other day and at the end of the night when she asked for money i was pretty hurt and resentful and i could tell it bothered her to have to ask, it was a nice thought while it lasted, but though i do care about her, i think it's best to walk away

At the end of the day we are women. We fulfill fantasies, we do the freaky things youre "normal" girl wouldn't do, but we still have emotional and physical needs as well that sometimes "work" cant fulfill.

If its real, and she genuinely appreciates you, you'll know it for sure. You'll feel it. Or at least that's what I think...

I didn't assume it would be okay to deprive her of income, i take mine seriously, why would i expect any less of others? I assure you that if you knew the whole situation, you would realize that the income from "dates" was far less than i had been doing for the lady and was more than willing to do, i will cheerfully give a provider her donation, i will give everything i have to a girlfriend!

we all care for every provider we see..just on different levels..there has to be and always will be boundaries we should never cross..they know the game and have seen it all..reality always bites..

I know it is hard, but communication is key!

Ditto!

Which one are you prepared for?  As a provider who has been in this industry for over a decade you are either 1 of the 2 & both titles are more expensive, than the regular hobbist/provider relationship.

in deep shit! lol

You still fascinate me.