Hi reader, I am a long-time provider that is very embarrassed.
Without getting to deep into it, I am socially starving. I dont know how else to say it without sounding like i am whining. I am not a whiner. I would like,,, a buddy; Let Me explain, in short.
Over the course of years, my providing had taken me to new heights of traveling that i didnt know existed. It still is very scary to me.  When i moved to the westcoast, Most of The new people i met were a provider of some degree, some were just sluts. But No one really stuck around to be friends.
I used to stay on the road for weeks but it was more stressful than i had imagined. I enjoy my trade but I am reluctant to travel alone again.
About me:
I am shy but outgoing. I have recently quit smoking. Into fitness and self help. I have some things still to learn about the circuit and using my social network to my advantage. I am resourceful when it comes to travel. I love making money just as much as i like to see a hobbyist explode. Not a lesbian. New non smoker. 420 friendly, party socially. I love to have fun together but usually working alone. I am sincere. I am honest. I am not desparate, just so committed to the game that I didnt see this coming. I am happy in being alone but i have lost the knack for small talk at a bar. I need exercise my conversation skills. I hope to find someone of equal skills.
If someone can find themselves in my shoes, shout it out!
I'd like to travel internationally next year, so be ready
PM me if you can understand where i am coming from.

I am a provider and had a client that hired me exclusively as his travel companion for over 9 years ,we went everywhere together statewide and Internationally and developed a very cool unique bond, He took care of Me and I took care of him ,it was amazing and unfortunately the relationship came to an end when he passed away, so now I am back providing for others but I do miss the specialness I had with this client and wonder how rare my experience was .It seems hard to find someone you click with enough to have this relationship .I miss it alot and would love to find another client who desires a steady articulate,sexy sensual seductress who is super fun and cool and have many talents and a multi faceted personality that will blow your mind! I am 420 friendly and adore traveling and exploring new things. I am a great conversationalist and extremely knowledgeable about a variety of subjects from World News to Quantum Physics,and a bunch of really cool funny stories of events I have had in my travels like when we rented a car in Jamaica and almost got stuck in the hills by a bunch of Irrate Jamaicans ,ask me when you see me and you will laugh your ass off. I am a mature woman in my late 30s who has been pampered and adored my entire life by affluent gentlemen.I love being a provider and have never thought about doing anything else.I desire to travel and take care of my men who take care of me . I am waiting for my new playmate ,Egypt

thank you for the reply but there is a bit more to understand. I am also a provider looking to associate with another provider. I am very shy especially here on TER but in the real world too I find it difficult to meet people of interest. I had a couple of good friends but they hung up there whore heels and babies and squared up. But then i had the horrible friend that ruined me,  I dont think i have fully recovered from her. I am doing my own thing now but the trips suck with no one to have dinner and converse the last client with over an exspensive bottle of wine.
Normal girls not in the trade get weird they just dont understand.

I hate the isolation of being a provider its like we have to have 2 lives and it gets lonely ,my problem is girls are jealous for some reason and so I stay to myself mostly and try not to get involved in fear of getting hurt .I hate fake people and they are so good at fooling you these days you think they are one way and then after you get to know them years later they are not even the same person it totally suks. I have gotten to the point I just see clients now and I hear you it is very lonely especially around the holidays hugs