Hello,  

My situation right now is difficult to explain but I will try.

I've never had the chance to experience anything with a woman. I've also never had a girlfriend, kissed, dated, etc. It has been hard on me emotionally.

I guess some background could help you understand better.

 I was born with Muscular Dystrophy and by age ten was in a wheelchair.  

At age 24, I was hospitalized with congestive heart failure and acute respiratory distress caused by complications from pneumonia.  

I was placed on a ventilator and have been bedridden in a nursing home ever since.  

Now, after five years and with no real way to recover, I have chosen my last available option.  

The procedure, called terminal extubation (i.e. shutting off the ventilator = I die), is scheduled for this month.  

This is very hard for most people to understand, or even contemplate, but it is a choice I have made after all other avenues were explored.

I'm okay with this.
 
Of course, the idea of dying has caused my want for sexual release to increase.  

What can I do?  

What should I do?  

Should I try to pursue some way to lose my virginity before the end?  

Should I just forget it and focus on being with my family until the end?  

So many questions!

 

The reason I am posting this here is mostly to find out how hiring an escort works and to see if someone here could help me solve my problem, or point me in the direction of someone else who can..  

I know this seems too much to handle, and full of too much emotional baggage, but I have no other way of explaining my situation.

If no one here can help, that's okay and I thank you for at least reading all of this.

Thanks so very much!

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finding the right companion, and how to approach her. I don't know anyone in Ohio to recommend personally, but I would suggest searching specifically for providers who are open to seeing disabled people. I hope you have a blast!

thanks i'll try that.

I have often contemplated my own end.  Honestly, I have had the time of my life seeing the women in this profession/hobby.  If I could pick a way to go, it would be with one of the many wonderful girls I've met doing this.  I know everyone has their own plan, but mine would be to collapse right at the end of a session with one of my all-time favorites.  I love this hobby and love the women.

Dude, my heart goes out to you.  You definitely got dealt a tough hand.  There are plenty of ladies from Cleveland and Columbus listed here of TER.  Reach out

So, let me preface this with I was born completely healthy when it comes to all things physical..
I will leave it at that.
It took me many years to figure out what was wrong.. I finally did before I hit 30 (I'm 35 now)..
One thing I could not live without is music.
I love this story:
http://m.digitaljournal.com/internet/local-musicians-bring-joy-relief-to-bedridden-maine-invalid/article/378995
I cannot feel your frustrations towards life because I have no clue what it's like to not be able to walk.. I just wanted to share that story with you.
I do not live in Ohio, nor know anyone there who does...
But I really hope that you find what you look for.
I wish you lived in Dallas.. I would come hang out with you, not out of pity, but for Christs sake.. You're like the most real person I have read post a thing on these boards since I started being an escort in ... Whatever year it was. It all starts to blend together.

Godspeed!!

My only thought is that once you do this, there is no going back....

If this an honest post, and this is truly your story,  
Yes, there are few things in this world worth staying for, but there are many worth experiencing.
Sex being one of them.

It is amazing. Your body can be something besides a horrible trap, it can be the most amazing thrill ride. A carnival ride minus the machines.
Men have killed over sex, created wars... lost empires and fortunes....
Helen of Troy? Right, same thought, same episodes... Rinse, repeat, since the dawn of time.

I am sad that you have never had this, and yes, you aught to before you leave your body.
I wish I were there. I would do you Pro-bono (pro-boner? LOL) Not because you were a "charity case" but because all humans deserve a kiss, a thrill, something that makes them know that "Life IS worth living." Instead of suffering through the reasons that make you want to leave this place.
Life is not all a punishment...
It can be very rewarding, and yes, you were dealt a very SHITTY hand of cards.

I wish I were there, I would rock your world!
Give you the whisper of a thrill, to turn into a blaze....

Stay strong my friend.
I hope you will find exactly who you are looking for.