Yes, I'm THAT stupid. I'll explain in detail exactly what happened and then I'm leaving the hobby. I'm too stupid to be doing this anymmore and now I certainly can't afford it.

First, back in February, I agreed to an up-front payment arrangement... $800 to Brazil for 8 sessions, all in the month of March. Too good to be true and it was. Brazil conveniently dissapeared. To be honest, she did provide me one session, after I picked her up from an all-night outcall and drove her home.

Then poof! Gone!

So, I wrote about it on another board. She found it after several people told her about it. She called me crying about how I ruined her career, blah, blah, blah.

I bought it hook, line and sinker, then wrote another post on another board and basically lied about her paying me back. Yes, I'm THAT stupid.

Then, she called me asking for more help...and a week and a half hasn't passed. She claims her business has picked up and she wants to take advantage of the uptick. She asks if I can simply help her check in to an upscale hotel and she'll use her Mothers credit card to pay me back. I asked her why mommy just can't check her in herself and she tells me mommy is out of town, but as soon as she gets back in, she's coming down to the hotel and give them her card. She even gives me Mommys credit card number, secret pin number, her name and address for me to check out. It's legit information, so I agree. Yes, I know. I'm THAT f'ing stupid.

But wait... cause I'm WAY more stupid than you might think. On the way to the hotel...yes, that's me providing the ride, she tells me her computer broke. If I will take her to the Apple store and buy her a new one, she will use mommys credit card to pay me back when "we" check into the hotel.

Yes, I'm THAT stupid. I buy her a thousand dollar macbook. And surprise, something is wrong with mommys card, but she'll have me paid back by tommorow.

I finally get up the nerve to call mommy after two days to check out the story. I call mommy. I talk to mommy on the phone.

No! Mommy doesn't know anything about her daughter being in a hotel. NO! She doesn't intend to pay for it. No! Mommy knows nothing about a broken computer and No she doens't intend to pay for that either. I tell Brazil and she's pissed at me for calling mommy.

I leave skid marks to pull my card form the hotel, but not before Brazil runs up a $300 bar tab, destroys $350 in hotel property AND the $1000 computer I bought.

This was 3 weeks ago. I just paid my credit card bill today. $3400 worth of STUPIDITY. I had to borrow money to pay the bill. No! Brazil will not pay me back and Yes...I am THAT f'ing STUPID.

Like I said, I'm leaving the hobby that I've enjoyed for the past 10 years. I'll miss a lot of ladies that I've met and had good times with and NO, I'm not looking for any sympathy from anyone.

In fact, as soon as I post this, I'm leaving this board too and I'm not coming back.

Just want the world to know what a "wasted space" Brazil is for ripping me off and to warn anyone reading this, please don't fall for any providers sad song. Never front or loan money. It's not coming back and you'll just end up here writing about how f'ing stupid it is.