The reason I'm asking is because I looked up carousing for the exact definition, and - of course - it's a sin. Hence, why I found Bible Hub.

The problem here is, when I search for my regular dose of Porn, pornhub is my go to. I don't think about bible hub. But I think about pornhub when I catch a glimpse of bible hub.

Guess what? I have a confession to the saints of our beautiful world. (I've met many.) I have had years of training in ministry, biblical evangelism, and hospitality. I left quite a while back, so there goes my education. lol!  

I remember watching people, even pastors, going up to the pulpit, and "confessing" their old addictions to porn while bowing their heads and shaking it. How they'd been freed but were ashamed. I remember thinking - I thought we were free now. But it just hit me. Those images were seared into their minds, and I bet every time they opened their bible to preach and confess, they were looking down and nodding because they could still see the images.

The only reason I think this, is because when presented in front of a crowd that is taught to shun it, it does feel different. Everybody "gasps" to themselves when it is confessed, while the elder or pastor flogs himself for his past sin, placing the fingers of one hand to his brows. I wasn't happy, I was just like "Why do you keep mentioning that. You don't look happy that you're free from it. You still seem trapped in misery." It was a huge question of mine.

And there you have it - this is why when I see Bible Hub, I remember pornhub, but when I see pornhub, I don't think of Bible Hub. We are naturally wired for sin, ("sin",) so we absorb it more naturally - it sticks. And my mental rolodex of porn images sure comes in handy when I am trying to get past the edge while being pleasured. (Don't knock it till you try it. lol.)

Is it bad that I want you to still see "it" after you leave? When you hear "Opera," you think of Courtney's natural 32-C cup breasts? Or the lining of her hip in the shadows on top of you? Her hair tickling your neck as she softly moans in your ear?

Sure, some of the most fun we have could be gambling in a Vegas casino, or the anticipation during dinner before "the deed". Or just laughing. But I think it's the whole, and I honestly think those are the moments that get "stuck" as images in your mind the most. The only thing I ask is that you do what the confessors did. They don't reveal the source of their "sin". So when you confess, nobody needs to know you banged "The Nude Opera." lol!  

In case you haven't noticed, I could write up a sermon if I felt the inspiration - but it would be different than the days I was in church.

Please note: I'm not always the best at marketing - I'm best at the real dates. SO. Take my writing for what it's worth. It's not meant to shame nor put out any bias. These are simply thoughts I had, and things I have noticed over time, that still bounce in my head. I feel more free now than I have - probably ever. I used to get really pissed off when people would mention "church" around me, but I'm over it, because I am secure in who I am.  

I have a pretty kick ass body with lots of curves and crevices worthy of magnificent images to store in your mental rolodex. And my favorite part is, "I can't believe that was real."

Have a great week everybody.

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