I have found it in my heart to forgive you.  Actually, I haven't really been emailing you but reading your post has me concerned. Sounds like life is just too damn hectic for you. I think a little break would be just what the doctor would order. I know Dr STP would.  So...get back to all your fans who have been trying to contact you then book a flight to DC for some R&R.  Being the gent that I am I shall of course volunteer to serve as your tour guide .   BTW...we don't love you for your organizational skills.  Your other qualities more than make up for that deficiency.