This is something hard to find for me and wondered if anyone knows a few real tantra providers?

and it sounded very intriguing. I hope you find one!

I think there is a place in Highland Park, call Sacred Loving Tantra you can look them up on internet hope this helps! Happy Holidays

also
http://www.instituteoftantra.com/Ceres.html
http://www.tantrabutterfly.com/tantra.htm
http://bella-joy.com/eye-candy/