For nearly the past decade, the incredible ladies of TER have been my support system.  They were there for me during my failing marraige.  They were there for me through the dark days of my divorce.  They were there to help me pick up the pieces after a LTR with a BSC provider.  I do not know how I would have made it through without them.

Recently, due to many converging factors, it's become clear to me that what was once my support system, is now the source of much of my angst.  I have to leave.  It just seems like it's time.  I'm ready for a new crazy adventure.  I'm excited to find out what it is going to be!  Whatever it is, I'm sure it will be even crazier than this one!  

I have had some of the most amazing experiences here.  It has been one hell of a ride.  I have been a fairly active, but quiet, hobbiest.  I have been called a slut by many ladies.  I have had experiences that made me feel like a rock star.  I have had experiences so incredible, that I have lived through them and I still can't believe them.  

I want to thank, from the bottom of my heart, all of the ladies I have been priviliged to call friend over the years.  Words cannot express the gratitude for all the kindnesses you have shown me.  You ladies have rocked my world!  Where else can one meet such incredibly cool, beautiful, sexy, and fun women!  I love you all!

To Jennifer - I'd like to specifically thank you.  You have been there for me unlike any other, and through some very hard times.  I will never be able to repay what you have done for me.  
And to Giselle - you mean more to me than anybody.  There is just nobody quite like you.
I can't forget the guys - I was lucky to call a few of you friends as well.  Have fun, play safe, and be kind!

But don't worry everybody, I'll probably still make an appearance at the parties  Maybe even in a party limo!

Rock on!
- Cosmic

Not yet when we have so much trouble to stir up!

Yours,
Xxx-Giselle

Okay so im feeling as though you should not let the people who trespass ed on your personal space get away with it.

Song by Pete Yorn...

You and I we are 2 of a kind
I hate to say it but you'll never relay what makes you tick
that makes me smile
you said that I should get away from it all
and bury my head in the sand if I want to
I think you should thank me now
you were lying wide awake in the garden
trying to get over your stardom
and I could never see you again
but you're my baby
no, you're just another girl...

I didn't say I was retiring from stirring up trouble.  That I'm totally down for.  LOL.  

It's not that.  It just feels like it's time...

I don't know how you cold-turkey this game but I understand where you're coming from. And I can't imagine an adventure crazier than this one unless you're doing The Amazing Race, lol...

Keep in touch - it's been great talking with you

PP

I'm not sure about cold-turkey either, but I'm going to give it a shot.  As for that crazier adventure - I have a couple ideas in mind already.    

- Skydiving (it's extra exciting without the parachute or so I've heard)

- Scuba diving 20,000 leagues under the sea

- A trip to the International Space Station courtesy of the Russians (bring ransom money)

- Get a civvie g/f and marry her (OK, that's not exciting, it's just plain dumb)

- Take back the BSC former G/F (also not exciting, more like torture)

I'm out of ideas. Suggestions welcome.

Yikes!  Those last two gave me a chill.  How about sex while skydiving?  Can it be done?  I've been trying to figure out the logistics...

Not that DT, but doggie tandom.

LOL wow!  So it can be done!

Brother,
You need to what's best for you.
It's been a pleasure meeting a partying with you.
should I keep you on the invite list?

Be well, and good luck.
LD

Thanks Liam!   I appreciate it! It has been fun partying with you also.

Definitely keep me on the invite list!  I still intend to hang around the community a bit

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Thanks Olivia!  I really appreciate it!  It HAS been a lot of fun!  I wish you all the best in your future ventures