Yes this is on my site but I thought I would share again here for those of you "gasp, shudder, horrors" that actually do NOT want to fuck me and haven't read my site.  (HOW COULD THAT BE???) LOL

9/11/01
I had 2 appointments set for later that day. After I decided we were not at war and that I shouldnt take my kids out of school, I felt very shaky and I did not in any way feel like "playing". But I had no way to get hold of them and I couldnt just blow them off.. so I went to the hotel thinking that I would just tell them in person when they showed up and of course now wasnt a good time to play and they would understand. Once I got there it was obvious that they still wanted to play so, although a little begrudginly, I let myself fall into the moment with them because I am a pleaser.. and in doing so I DID want to play..as is usally the case even when I dont feel like it beforehand. It was actually pretty amazing. I realized that even in the face of terror and horror... that you can still find comfort and solace and bliss in connection and in pleasure with another person. It gave me strength and courage and allowed me to face the realities waiting outside that door with a brand new face. It was almost as if the lust transformed some of that darkness of humanity into light right before my very eyes. The universe is such an amazing teacher when we allow her in. After that awakening... I knew that I MUST connect some of the lust sex and magic that I felt with that date for others... bring some of the light to others that I saw in that darkness.

Yes I am still having my annual Bang a Thon for Charity (serial banging not my other orgy party).. but moved it to a weekday cause 9/11 is on a Sun. Please check the provider ads for info please.

But more importantly.. find some of that magic about connection and appreciation somewhere for YOU today! I know I am gonna fuck me a fireman today!

-- Modified on 9/12/2011 5:34:09 PM

I was scheduled to fly to LV 9/12. Had a couple sessions scheduled. One with a porn babe I had always lusted over.  Of course my flight was cancelled. And living in DC the world news was local reality.  For 6 weeks my focus and energy was totally 911 driven.   Then I got a much needed break and took my LV respite.  I recall checking in at my hotel. They were damn appreciative to see a guest. Upgraded my room.  I never saw the porn babe but did see a couple local superstars. Frankly, I had to deal with the guilt of having fun.  It was kinda odd.  But the reality was my experience was somewhat similar to yours. It was therapeutic.  One of the ladies I saw was a long time LV fave. She actually was the first person to get through to me on my cell phone on 9/11.  She knew I lived in DC . She knew I might have been in harms way. It was rather meaningful to hear her voice that day. And to hold her tight a few weeks later.  Thanks for the excerpt from the "doll diary".  Very interesting discussion.

Absolutely, more Bebe stories please my Doll!!!

XXX-Giselle

I knew we had more in common than just fucking.  I was at the WTC on 9/11.  The next time I see you (maybe dinner again) I'll tell you my escape story.