I wanted to take a moment to say 'thank you' to those that were so kind to take a moment of their time to extend their condolences or to check on me because they were thinking of me.  Some of you may not know, but I lost my Grandmommy after 92 years.  This is the hardest thing I've had to do in my entire life - lose her and go on without her here.  My heart aches.  She was my everything - the air I breathed, the joy in my spirit and the song in my heart.  Oh how I will always love her so.  It's still hard, but I constantly hear her say, "baby it's ok.  I love you and I'm always here with you forever".

So know, that I can't thank you all enough just for thinking of me.  Your friendship and support mean the world to me as I try to put one foot in front of the other each day here without her.

Exceeding Your Expectations,

Sweet CoCo Kisses

When you miss her look in the mirror, and there you will see her. You are an imprint of her. She taught about love and life and gave you those beautiful eyes and your kind heart. Your Grandmother is with you every step of the way and she is so proud of you.
With each step you take remember she is walking with you.
Sorry for your pain
Sexy

My Nanny is my best friend...I can not imagine what you are going thru. Hugging you thru the internet!!

SexyCarolina...very beautifuly spoken words!

I am so sorry to hear of your loss.  I miss my grandma and still think of her often.  Now she lives in my heart.  May your grandmommy live in your heart for ever.

Thoughts & prayers go out to you and your family! Stay strong CoCo

Sexy:

Your words brought tears to my eyes and a smile to my face.  I know that she is with me every moment of everyday and I find comfort in that.  She was so beautiful inside and out.  It's hard to look at her pictures too long right now because I can't help but cry.  But I cry tears of joy and sadness (because I miss touching her - I miss my Grandmommy hugs and kisses).  She raised me and I have a lifetime of memories.  Thank you so much for your beautiful kind words.

Sweet CoCo Kisses

Thanks, Addison.  I promised her that I would be strong and I told her that I wasn't going to be selfish; that I could be selfless and let her go.  Even though the pain I feel in missing her is great, no pain can compare to the pain I felt at thinking of her being in pain or suffering.  That almost killed me.  So, I told her that it was ok to go.  That her Grandbaby would be ok.  And I will.

Sweet CoCo Kisses

Thanks, Julia

Sweet CoCo Kisses

Thanks, Roadshow2:

That is where my Grandmommy will forever be.  Her leaving me has left a void in my heart that will never be filled, but I carry her with me always - I can hear her voice, feel her love and share in the joy of all that she was and always will be to me.

Sweet CoCo Kisses

Thanks, MissAmerica.  I am holding on.

Sweet CoCo Kisses

I miss my Grandmother and my Mom.
They are no longer with me. I lost them before their time.
You are a very loving woman. Your heart is brimming with love and affection. That is why this loss is so hard for you. I have been so fortunate in that I've mothered four wonderful children and now I have a granddaughter to cherish. Add to that my two dogs that I've loved just as much as my kids, In fact my oldest daughter would say that if she could be reincarnated she would want to come back as one of my dogs....

And then I would say I love the gentlemen that I have met in this hobby. I feel a connection with them, a shared intimacy. and this is something that I think you have shared. You are loving and give of yourself....  heart and soul.  I know how much you must miss your Grandmother, but I will remind you of this. 92 years. What a full life she must have lived. She was blessed and so are you.

I remember back 5 years or so ago, when your Sweet Embrace was la creme de la creme. And then you took some time off for schooling and you left a ton of guys drooling..

I have realized that pleasing others gives me the most joy in life. The highest of highs. I would never have dreamed that being SEXY could feel so good. So my advice, if I may give it, is for you to do what feels good.
(I'm not talking about drinking, gambling or shopping) I mean in your heart, whatever makes you the happiest will help you through your loss.

Please if you need ANYTHING even just to vent or cry I am here