I need help with my Obsessive behavior.Its kinda wierd to explain or discuss;because i ask myself over and over why me.

Is there hope for a compulsive nympho maniac.I wanna control it .but,It just gets the best of me.5-6-7-8-9-10 times a day I'm touching,fundleing and running down batteries ,almost rapeing my hobbyist.My fingers swollen on me til the point I feel like i have arthritis in my hand.

Does anyone else have this problem or know of anyone to consult on my concerns.

Sadie - Atlanta Ga.