Goodbye all.  Being part of TER and the discussion boards has been fun, interesting and educationsal in more tahtn one way.  

I hadn't been to Boston before in my 49 years, and I had never hobbied in those same years either.  So, on a recent business trip I decided to kill two birds with one stone.  The city is wonderful, much more friendly and beautiful and smaller than I had imagined.  Easy and seemingly safe to get around in.

The hobby for many reasons doesn't really seem to agree with me, it appears, and so I would not call that a succes.  But, if it had to happen that I would find that out eventually, I am glad it happenend here.  The providers were beautiful and nice and accomodating.  I just screwed up on a lot of the decorum after the fact that I really wasn't aware of.  The responses to that were a bit disheartening, but I get the drift now.  Its a job, a business, nothingmore or less.  And don't anyone (like me) EVER forget that!

So, my TER "friends"  Be Safe, Play Nice, Endure

I bid you farewell

Jeff

'The Words'
Lovingly from Adelle

The words mean nothing, yet everything.

You come to me or me to you, filled with anticipation, alive with desire and seeking a touching of souls and body.

The words mean nothing, yet everything.

We smile when the door swings open and see the other waiting for the enjoyment and fulfillment that will evolve.

The words mean nothing, yet everything.

You are the one that completes and satisfies my wanton aches; to bring me pleasure in an insane world.

The words mean nothing, yet everything.

I am your paramour, concubine, beau; your courtesan, inamorata; your mistress.

The words mean nothing, yet everything.

We come together as if we were clouds forming a storm, with pulsating intenseness building to thunderous vibrations and then the calmness after the storm.

The words mean nothing, yet everything.

That's not a very nice thing to do

Yes it took the first four or five visits with a provider before I felt comfortable in this fictional relationship which so strange because though it is fictional it is a relationship nonetheless and without it there is no feeling of connection and only the feeling of boredom and or loneliness that you came in with.