I really am glad they caught that guy and figured out it was him. Many will sleep better knowing Julissa's killer is going to pay. I was just sick over her dying even though I did not know her. I just kept thinking how scared she must have been and how when I walk in a room I think I am so safe and I have done all the right things but in the end who knows what could happen. It was really making me think things over, but I cannot just walk away from something I so enjoy so I am just going to have to be extra careful as if I am not already hyper vigilant on being safe.

As far as everything else it is coming together. Thanks for the few I told about it's prayers and well wishes. I am so lucky to have friends that care. You never know until you are having a really bad day and you get emails cheering you up. I count myself very blessed to have friends who cared enough to send notes to keep morale up. You are the best. Thank you.

Be back soon.

You really should consider getting some professional help.  These posts are either ads or a plea for help.  If the latter is true you need to talk with a medical professional as you appear to be clinically depressed or exhibiting symptoms which are bi polar in nature.  

I hope you will take this important step in your personal life.  Resolving your issues will not come from well wishes in a online forum.

Take care of yourself and I really do wish you well.

Empathy and sympathy are very strong emotions, and I personally think that it is completely normal to feel upset and depressed that we live in a world where a kid can feel like he has the right to kidnap and murder women for his fucking gambling money.  It depresses me.

Felicity, I'm very glad to hear that things are looking up for you : )

~Grace : )

Felicity,
That you have feelings only shows you are human.  This was very close to home & you are entitled to your emotions.  To deny them would be to deny the very real events which took place & the effects that has had on our community.  Every new tid-bit of information suddenly becomes front page news...  designed to keep readers/views tuned in but also extending the trauma for those who feel deeply.
I repeat you are entited to those emotions but you must not allow yourself to wallow in them.  Get help if you need to.  
GFE is an illusion but that does not mean we're not allowed to care.
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I was not one of those well wishers that sent you mail, but I can relate. I read your posts and certainly understand where your feelings were coming from.

I'm so happy that you did get all those well wishes. I can tell how much they lifted your spirit.

We are very lucky to have such compassionate people in our lives. Thanks for posting this. We do care.

Love

Sexy Carolina

Felicity - I agree with a previous poster...you are just being human and that is a beautiful thing...Glad you feel better!

Hey sexy things are looking up this weekend is going to be wonderful.  Yes in the 80s can't wait.
Finally the weather is going to be as hot as you

One more thing I forgot to mention.  While you may have some positive response on the board, I am concerned about the private responses.

In the past thoose who are not fans have not been kind.  You have publically posted about having to change phone numbers and so forth.

The style of your posts will attract opportunists.  Be careful to screen extra well and expect some nuts to respond to your depressive ads and posts.

After all that has gone on the past two weeks I am concerned that you have opened yourself to loons.  They may think you've gone off the deep end and could try to take advantage of your situation.

People have been kind and generous to you in the past by trying to help financially and otherwise but remember this is fantasy.  There are no white knights.  

You know, your posts reek of condescension and hate and its a good thing you're using an alias, bitch, because they're disgusting!

You may not like her but do you want her to go jump off of a bridge?

Just shut the fuck up with these evil ass posts you bully!

You don't see men on here complaining publically everytime something goes wrong in their life.  

Appears to be another depressed provider who really dislikes men but not the ca$h.  Some of you women have a messed up view of life.

Remember, you have to sleep in the bed you made.

Here is some information for you depressed ladies.

So glad we are rid of this one.

Oh nice.  Proof that some board members like to bully providers they don't like off.

Interesting.