I am available online guys off an on in case you are wondering why I cannot work but I can email. I prefer to keep my non health related life related personal issues to myself is all. My big question to you..... I have tried to keep the board in stitches and contribute some positivity to our community in the way of stories, jokes, potery and such. I do not mind devoting a little time to get your guys in an uproar as I am on here for busines and school anyways. It is also good for me because you get to see what I am really like. Win win situation right? I thought so.

    My dilemma here is that I heard through the grapevine that a certain someone was badmouthing me over these contributions. I do not like to ruffle anyones feathers, but I also know you can't keep all the people happy all of the time either. You tell me STOP my incessant humor posting or to stay. I am tired of contributing such positive energy only to get back bit by one certain provider. YOu can email me privately...this post was not to gain a big positive publicity event for me..it is posted because if I am doing something wrong I cannot change that behavior if it is not made known to be out of line. Most men do not tell a provider when she is doing something wrong because they fear some sort of retaliation....that is not a word in my vocabulary. Honesty gains trust and trust gains friendships. Is this hobby just about one thing geezus....I would hope not. Discretion, trust and friendship that can only be had when the two parties are together is what I thought this was about. And about humor in the wake of a crises, or a broken heart, or someones life falling apart, or tradegy. I have used humor in my life to heal wounds and to rise above all hurt..It was my greatest desire this humor would help anyone of you who needed it.
    I am sorry I will not be able to meet with anyone this week. Life happens...and I have to tend to my real life and get done what I have to get done and heal what has to heal. Life does not always grow us a garden of beautiful roses...but I do try to plant the seeds of positivity so we all may view the wilting petunia as the vibrant rose. I am sorry to all providers who may be mad at my incessant posting as well. Email me so we can chat.

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Stacey, I for one have enjoyed your posts. We have never met, but I can honestly tell you that your sense of humor, your poems and your obvious lust for life are inspiring.

I have enjoyed every one of them. Keep posting kiddo, this hobby is not about just one thing, at least not to me.

Magnum

dear Stacy I for my self have enjoy your posts very much they are very full of life and excitement  KEEP  POSTING them  if anyone don't like it too bad they don't have to read  it they can just skip it. i find them very helpful in days where i find my self  need pickme up. that's too bad that this have to happen  but as you  said you cant make everyone happy  just do what you  like to do and enjoy it sweetie   best of luck with what ever you are going through hope everything will turn out for the best .
OXOXOXO

Sorry to hear that... see dont let other people determine what you do or dont do... if I found out something I did upset someone so much that they badmouthed me...I would just feelit neccessary to do it a thousand times more....but.. thats just me

Girlfriend, do not make me get "black", and come over there and beat your booty. I cannot believe that you are going to bail out like that. YOu know what girlfriend, Jealousy always plays a part when someone is talking. I remember my mother telling me: when someone is jealous, take it as a compliment, for they want something that you got BE true to yourself, and others will love you for it I love your posts..keep them coming girlfriend.
Love,

Mel

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Stacey, Love your poems, your wit and humor..do not let a jealous person take away what countless others truely appreciate!! Keep the words cumming my dear...for they would be missed if they were to leave....xoxoxoxo Bret

Thank You for sharing yourself the way you do. It shows what a wonderful person you are. And also what you are like which for me is a big plus. I look forward to what you do to me. I mean what you do for me. I mean OH Baby don't stop
WP

Stacey,

I wouldn't stop posting my dear!  Everyone has an opinion and it's usually the people with the negative ones that are first to voice it.  I think it's wonderful that you bring some fun to the boards instead of the same old sh*t.

As far as the grapevine...screw them (literally, when you're feeling better...lol).  I've heard negative things have been said about me and by people that don't know me personally. I haven't met you but I still enjoy reading your poems, etc.  As Linda and the other girls said...you go for it girlfriend!

Concentrate on yourself right now and I hope things turn around for you.

Rose

Amen, Lady Rose

You tell it like it is ...meowwwwwwwwwwww


Mel

Stacy you are a very bright ,funny,intelligant woman.I think I know who you are talking about,WE ALL  DO SHE NEVER HAS ANYTHING NICE TO SAY ABOUT ANYBODY BUT HERSELF AND HOW BUSY SHE IS FOR THOSE OF US THAT ARE REALLY BUSY WE DON"T POST IT EVERY CHANCE WE CAN MAYBE SAY A FEW THANK-YOU'S BUT THAT"S ABOUT IT KEEP ON WRITING ,HEY WRITE TO HER EVERYDAY ENOUGH WITH ALL THIS PETTINESS CAUSE ONE BAD APPLE IS TRYING TO SPOIL EVERYTHING FUN.SHE WOULDN't KNOW WHAT FUN WAS IF IT HIT HER OVER THE HEAD I have been an INDIE for almost two months now on this board and HAVE NEVER HAD anything NEGATIVE to SAY,ENOUGH IS ENOUGH KEEP ON WRITING I LOVE IT AND SO DO ALOT OF OTHER PROVIDERS AND THE GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LOL    Grayeyed Nicole xoxo  PS I'm with SEXY MEGAN DO IT MORE!

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No matter how many people express their opinion, the bottom line is, if you want to post...post!!! Often in life the loudest voice gets the last word. That isn't right. If you decide not to post anymore, do it for the right reason, because you choose to stop! If you stop posting just because somebody says that you should, aren't you just agreeing with them?

thirsty

AS  I Told you last night  look at the support here and how much every one enjoy them  DON'T STOP SWEETIE   we all love them
keep them cuming  LOL .  ok  back to my hidding place LMAO hehehehehehehehehehe.

We are anxiously awaiting the Sequel Stacey (Leg's over the arm's of my chair with my purple vibrator in hand .....Ooopp's too much info.) Soooooo give it to us!

Stacey never stop being you sweetie.......We love ya!! Ever heard of the saying "misery Loves company" well some people are the Happiest when trying to bring other's down. If anyone
does not like a person or what they write then pass it over.......how hard can it be.  

You cannot Please everyone all of the time but Thank's for Pleasing this girly with your fun and erotic post's! ~Warm Hug's to you~ Chrissy

Stacey, do what you feel is right.  Why you worry so much about what others think or complain of another provider or providers is outright silly.  You seem to have this fixation that any comment is a negative one and that the world of providers is jealous.  Take a stand and do what you enjoy doing and don't worry about others.  There is something for everyone in this world and I am sure you are entertaining many a guy who tunes in on a daily basis just to see what you have written today.  As I posted (and it was not at all negative, so if you took it that way you are too sensitive) several guys have mentioned your posts and follow them daily.  They think they are funny and I do too.  

~K

Id pay to see that show for sure................

Gray eyed nicole and sexy megan.......YUMMY!!!!!!!!!  Line forms to the rear fellas......

Hi Stacey, keep up you head (unless you are busy doing something important, LOL)
I love your posts, and humor. I only wish I could write as good as you.
Never let one person get to you, petty jealousy is ramped in this buisness, just let it roll off you and KEEP POSTING!!!
I love it!! You keep our spirits up, in these times of sadness and tragedy.
I wish you well, and if you ever need me for anything, please feel free to give me a call.

Love, Jill

I too enjoy reading your post, please don't stop because of something someone said or wrote.  Not worth it to allow someone else to bring you down with them.

Hugs,
Brooke From Maine

Stacey~

I have really enjoyed all your postings and
every time I sign on I read what you have
written.  All I can say is that I am getting
more and more interested in meeting you!

Tom

Stacey,

Your prose and poems are more than welcomed.  Keep it up and ignore the morons.

I have yet to match up with you in person, but you sound like a very beautiful soul, complex in all the right places just as you are round in all the right ones also.

"Nolle Bastorium Carborundum!"
That's Latin for:
Don't let the bastards get you down!

Fondly,
Loarthan