And at the same time want to bed them so bad you can't get it out of your head?

I usually get to where that person(s) couldn't offer their services (i.e. body) for free. Too many great ladies (like you) out there I want to devour. That's fun. Loathe and I don't hang in the same bed ... floor, couch, deck lawn ... or even standing up for that matter.  

The sex was just sofaking good

Sounds like a big problem ..

I've never had the pleasure