I've pretty much, stopped all of this for a few months now. I've been tempted a few times, but .. haven't met up with anyone ...  I'm thinking of quitting altogether, deleting accounts etc.. and moving on... I don't really want to go into details as to why I'm thinking this way, on this board .. it's just not the place.

My question though .. I need the advice of a provider .. but I don't think providers really want to get into giving out anything other than simple advice.

I'm concerned if I ask any of the providers I know for advice, and then I decide to stick around .. I'll lose the connection, if you could call it that, I have with them ...

I'm not sure what to do ?