Lying in bed I think about you,  
 your ugly empty airless apartment  
 and your eyes. It’s noon, and tired  
 I look into the rest of the awake day  
 incapable of even awe, just  
 a presence of particle and wave,  
 just that closed and deliberate  
 human observance. Your thin fingers  
 and the dissolution of all ability. Lay    
 open now to only me that white body,  
 and I will, as the awkward butterfly,  
 land quietly upon you. A grace and  
 staying. A sight and ease. A spell  
 entangled. A span. I am inside you.  
 And so both projected, we are now  
 part of a garden, that is part of a    
 landscape, that is part of a world  
 that no one believes in.  
   
 ''Lying in bed I think about you''  
   By Joshua Beckman  
   
 My dear old and new friends I would love to see you this week at my private love nest, in the Perimeter area, conveniently located off of 285 or 400 N.  
 Do not be afraid if you are a newbie, I am newbie friendly, but please note, screening is required for newbies.      
       
 When you contact me, please be ready with two references. Datecheck, P411 and TER members,please include your info.        
   
 My hours are Monday through Friday from 10 am untill 8 pm and Saturday from 11 am until 2 pm (with notice).      
 Email me at: [email protected]      
 Phone number: 678-866-5863.      
       
 Bisous,      
 Ilona