Raven,
I always knew you are a real caring , kind person. We need pepole like you around the hobby to help some of us keep our feet on the ground.
Good Hunting
Pheonix

It was not painful. Only one guy got his cock in good for anal play. Most of the few guys that I did play with went into the other entrance and into the mouth. The guy filming it was more into the facial set rather than the anal scene. That was fine with me. There were a few guys that made me feel uncomfortable and that made me nervous around all of them. It was all safe with condoms. By the time they would get the condom on, ready for penetration, the cock would go limp. There were a few that did not happen to. They were good inside of me. I enjoyed their presence as well. I opt never to see any of them again though. I do not wish to be reminded of that day. There was one guy that made a comment that I found most disturbing at the beginning and that made me feel very uncomfortable throughout the rest of the event. Among other things that came up. None of the video or photos are usable due to my inability to grow comfortable. I paid the guy that did the film half of the earnings back and I got all of the material that is now gone for good. I did not view any of it.

On a brighter note, I am going to be meeting with Keri (atlantaslittlefireball) and Heidi (independentheidi) tomorrow morning (or this morning really) at 7:30AM to drive two hours north of Atlanta to do a photo shoot together at a waterfall. I feel that it will be a lot of fun. I have played only a little with Keri and still trying to master all of Heidi's spots.

Thank you for your concern and, yes, twenty is a bit much I have learned. Especially when you do not know any of them. I do not know why I let a few get to me whereas there were a lot more that were very nice guys. Nobody was mean physically, just not there with the verbal skills for me. I was too verbal for them is also a major problem (the reason all their cocks could not stay hard). I see where I was too talkative, but I was not exactly comfortable either. A few girls have done this same film that are local providers. I spoke to one about her film. She did well from what I thought. Maybe she can handle all the different types of individuals out there better than me. I like guys in many different forms, but for them to be a certain way with the way they talk to and treat a lady. I expect nothing less than to be treated like I should be, like any being should be treated and spoken to. I expect nothing less from myself as well.

Jolie

Why do you ask?

Jolie