Heidi has been here a few times to post only for a personal motivation she had at that time. I do not see Keri on the board. Maybe I do not read the board often enough to see her. Why is it that some providers post almost daily and some never at all (for the most part)? I am referring to the providers that are aware that the board does exist. Is it that I am doing something wrong by posting in the first place? My closest colleagues do not get on the board at all (for the most part). I read other posts and some I find interesting and some are not informative at all. It is really bad when some that recently responded to me were thinking I was drunk when I wrote a recent message. I was not drinking when it was written or had not been drinking either. I felt like it was so bad as though a translator would have been good for a few of the responses. I see that some of the providers that do post, that they are groups of friends it seems. I like most people that I meet, but do not always become close friends with them. Not like I have with Heidi and Keri. Since they do not post, should I not post? I am not in with any of the groups of providers that do post. I do know some of them, but not a part of their inner group so to speak. I think I am trying to overly ask something that should only take a few sentences really so I will leave it at that. If I proofread it, then, I may not even post it. So, sorry for any who were counting on me to proofread here.

Jolie