I did not realize how special it was..  

hello mistress jessica, im currently involved with a mistress, very dominant, we have become very close.i take care of here with some finances, gifts, dinners, drinks, buying her wine for her house. we spend maybe over 7 hrs together once a week somtimes twice. we do have very sensual sessions, which she does not charge. no sex, everything but that. i have slep with her at her house a few times, she doesnt live the life style, shes a business women with many different jobs. i dont pay her rent or her car.she text everyday, and always worries what im doing if im ok. the lovely miss jessica how would you class this relationship.
she calls me her pet, she dates other men, as i see other women. she says she loves me as she knows shes protected. i have made her life easier.

Dear Jessica:
I was just wondering with respect to your decision to withdraw from the relationship, how will you conduct a psychological and emotional evaluation to determine if the next candidate is fit to become a sugar daddy? Also so that he won't come after you if he is that deranged will you have a legal agreement with him so that he doesn't come after you if you have a change of heart?
Just some things that you would want to entertain when entering and arrangement that could have perilous emotional ramifications.

these relationships always have a delicate balance..sexually..your needs are always fulfilled..when the need turns to greed..the arrangement turns sour quickly..sad but true..

I am going to continue to hold out hope that I will find another fine gentleman who enjoys my company as much as I enjoy his...

i know you will..be there for each other but never make demands on each other..never let emotions { good or bad} mess up a good thing..

Has always been offered my website with an explanation on why it's better for the both of us.

The pain and scars never go away! However after saying that, I would have not missed it for anything!
Would not want to repeat either!!
 

It's so nice when you find these type of relationships and you become friends and it just flows for the both of you.  
You will find another

... I could not agree more.  I have a few gentlemen with whom I have arrangements, and while I truly do care for them, and love them, I am not IN LOVE with them.  Big difference.