Went to a wake last night - he was younger than I - do you ever think about the end - the passing - or, more importantly, what's between here and then?

and healed from the surgeries was when I began my new hobby.

that you only live once, and then you are dead for a very long time.

as my Disability progresses.  
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that there is very little that is 'golden' about them, causes me to very much enjoy my time with family, friends, in Las Vegas and with the wonderful providers I've been lucky enough to meet.  My best buddy and I have a pact that if one of us ends up in a home of some sort, the other will make sure a pleasing visitor stops in on occasion just to make sure everything still works...Planning is everything!

It's something I have thought about alot lately. I've been trying to figure out what it is I believe will happen when I pass on. Is it just lights out and that is all she wrote? Is it the traditional "meet St Peter at the Gate?" Or do I get recycled and get to come back again? I actually sort of like the last option. If my soul is energy I would like to think it got reused.

So...not being sure how much time I have left I just want to enjoy everything. I love women - I adore their company whether clothed or not - although unclothed is just so much more fun. This thing of ours allows me to romp with some amazing playmates. And luckily I still can.

My other loves are art and technology....and I have the great good luck that one of my hobbies is also my career. Every day is something new - sometimes a bit of a mystery - but that is fun too.

If, when I close my eyes for the last time, I have no regrets then passing on will not be fearsome. I can move on to the next adventure - hoping there is one.

Pat J

I am circling the great drain of life.  I have no idea of how long I have; it may be 6 months or 6 years.  I have already buried one of my caregivers.  I am not worried about the hereafter.  i have made my peace with God in hopes that the Pearly Gates do exist.

A year ago, I relocated to be nearer my family support network.  Little did I know that I moved into the Holy Grail of mature hot (and well reviewed) ladies.  I have a list of ladies that I would like to meet that keeps growing every week.  It would take me years and an unlimited budget to work my way thru the list and I am sure that the time frame would be longer because I would probably have to repeat some. if not most, of the ladies.

Unfortunately, there are other factors working against me.  The disability caused by my disease has made it difficult to drive and now I am house-bound with my SO keeping close watch over me to keep me from doing something stupid or dangerous (if she only knew).  I will probably go to my grave still scheming how to get one last date.



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That was 10 years ago and after the operation, I passed out in recovery and when I woke up, there were more than a dozen faces looking at me. I then realized that I had actually gone and they brought me back. Now I enjoy every day and when I can afford to give myself a present, I enjoy a lady who is well thought of. The internet and all it has brought has made this hobby a joy. I remember the old days when you never knew who would come to the door.

When i see these youngsters die, I count my blessings. Since I am 69, I want to celebrate my year just that way with as many nice ladies as I can. After that, well, I plan to continue.

Happy New Year all.

Slez

I have decided that I will live for today. I spend what money I can afford to on the hobby. I have found a mature lady that enjoys what I enjoy and when we get together for a week end I make sure she has the best and I get the best. I have wondered if there is a way to notify the sites that I post on that I have written my last post. Find a woman that you can enjoy time with and spoil the hell out of her. The young women don't know what you want and we sure as hell don't have time to train them. The young ones just laugh at you behind your back. Do the things you thought of doing. I dreamed of a three some and tried it but it didn't live up to my dreams. I am stretching my mind and have been with Dallas4u several times and she opens up things I thought would never happen.