Hope is one of those things that most often is the line between living and dying.. Melissa , I agree 100%. I feel as if I have reached out and touched people at different times in their life. To tell you the truth, I feel I have saved or maybe that is not the right word, brought :Hope? to so many people during my life span, both in and out of the profession.
Often time as being an escort I have given my time away either on the phone or by writing emails. Willingly. I would say I often put much more time into a date then most people in the majority can imagine. And oh did you know in this last war we just had, there were more suicides than casualties. Hmmm....amazing that the guys get a medal for killing someone, yet put behind bars for making love. What am I exactly missing here? Jingle bells, Red Horse Sleighs, Happy holidays. KelleyWords For Sweet Melisa There will always be jealous, vengeful and crazy people out there to break anyone down.There's is more positive in this life and I have found her to one of them. She was always there when I was going thru tough times. My Mother's death, followed by my Father's. She just happen to call me one lonely dark night when I was sitting alone in the Punxsutawney Hotel. How did she know? It was almost Thanksgiving 3 years ago. She stayed on the phone with me for about an hour and brought life and hope into my seemingly listless existence at the time.
Hope is a wonderful thing. I feel that as escorts we bring this to people everyday in more ways than one. Right now I am sitting in Mexico without a person to talk too. I do not know the language here. It is a beautiful place and the weather is wonderful, yet I have no one to share it with.
How many times can a man pick up the phone and have someone come over for dinner or to show him the city or just have someone share the day of his existence with? I would love to be able to do that right now. Have someone to share the "Alternative Procedure that I just went thur, and make plans with tomorrow. Yet, there is no one here that I know to make plans with tomorrow .
The night is calling and tomorrow is another day. Everything will be alright.
I will think of my felines as they were laying up against me. Surrounded by love. Amazing how pets do not judge. Pure love an acceptance.
I will look to see who I can make happy tomorrow in my dreams and II know everything will be alright. Good night Sweet Melissa.......