I have not left this lovely lady. I realize I am extremely lucky and I plan on continuing seeing her. I feel quite blessed. I know I overreacted before and I am waiting to hear back from her about our next get together. I now believe the following: she needs financial help, she likes me and knows that I am nice, clean, and somewhat of a good match with her, and that's all. Last time (which was a 3 hour session) I know I just got all paranoid, but thanks to nice guys like you and others who have offered advise, I do feel lucky indeed. I guess I was bewildered about "why me?" with her, but I get it now. Thanks to you and all who have responded. Peace.