Please just stop feeling sorry for your self and grow up!! If it is not too much of a problem take the silver spoon out of your ass!! Not every guy that comes down the pike is gods gift to woman, both in civie life and the hobby.
Just saying!!! Been there did that.
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Posted By: prepkid
I just want to blow off some steam here. Last night's event got me thinking and I realized that perhaps the reason why I want providers is not because of any "guarantee" but ultimately because of their willing and active effort to get to know you and such. It is their effort to try to connect with you that I truly enjoy. Some civi girls couldn't care less. It is all about the attitude.
I had good experiences with civi girls in the past, but for others who do not connect with me, they act like damn bitches Jesus Christ. Please mind my language ladies, but I was pissed last night. Various acts of playing hard to get, read me, and other "not feeling too well" bull shit situations.
I should have man up and brought a young provider instead last night.