for a couple of months now.  The thought of something different is actually exciting, but then the guilt of having homosexual tendencies crept in.  Then the reviews that I've seen on the girls( NY- hometown) suggest that many of the ones that I'm interested in are Top only and not GFE, I don't know if I'm ready for that on my 1st at bat.  But I believe that this is all due to my ignorance when it comes to this topic. So I figure the way to get over the first hurdle is to look for a provider(NY) that can absolutely pass as a female. And for the 2nd hurdle I ask the people who would know-you guys, to help me find a provider who would initiate me, someone is fully functional, GFE,and who is willing to go bottom.

I've always been a fan of Catherine/Mya.  She's definitely 100% passable (i've had drinks with her at the bar of a 5 star hotel and nobody looked at us funny), sexually versatile, and not particularly aggressive.  GFE is a term that means different things to different people (and is subject to its cousin, YMMV), but most reviews suggest that at a minimum, your session will be cordial and non-rushed.

bent over the fence and pounded hard!!  Isn't that what you really want? Make it so it's not your fault so you don't feel gay, but still enjoy the pleasure of being forced to eat it from both ends.  They should make tranny bars where guys with cold feet could just go in and be randomly targeted for rape by roving gangs of  horny t-girls.  It would be a win win situation.

Per my message above, I was on the fence as to whether to allow the above post.  On one hand, the poster is just expressing his frustration over the hoardes of people who don't have to balls to follow through with their tgirl fantasies.  On the other hand, the post is sorta rude and consider how tough it was for many of us to take the plunge.

So, I ask you: If you were the moderator, would you allow this post?

both in its attack and in the probable projection of the writer's own darkest desires. Not to mention I kinda laughed. Maybe I'm just too jovial a fellow, I don't know.  Sticks and stones, you know?
You're doing fine, TA. My recommendation, censor as little as possible -- only liable, slander,  blatant lies and anything else that might get Bush re-elected!

Or do i need to start editing your posts as well?

(See my mindless drivel on the occasionally entertaining politics board).

Yea.  I would not have blamed you for not posting my prior entry. In fact, when I got up this morning and it wasn't in I thought you just weren't going to post it.  I thought, ok, that's cool, because you really do a damn good job as the moderator, Answer, and I could see where the first poster might take exception, and if I crossed the line, then I accept your judgement. My intent was to provide a humorous, albeit sarcastic slant on this issue while expressing some fantasy and frustration for seeing this question asked by someone who is more like me than I care to admit and hasn't mustered the courage to sample a little variety.

Due to work I couldn't check my comp. Answer you did the right thing. When I 1st saw the post my 1st reaction was -is this guy sick, but then I saw it for what it was and I thought it was quite funny. I just want my 1st time to be enjoyable and since I know nothing I needed to be directed to a memorable experience. You guys been there done that and I respect your opinions. Thanks.

And I wanna know where THAT kind of bar is myself. MERCY!!! No games, no "buy me a drink" BS, just bend over the fence and get NAILED by TSs all nite!!!! AHHH paradise!

I know the name of that place!!!!!!    


It's called Prison.   No games, don't have to hassle with parking, no social interaction, no "buy me a drink" BS, just grab those iron bars and get NAILED all night!!!!    Ok, so it won't be by a TS, but maybe you can ask the guy to put on a wig and use your imagination.   You can't have EVERYTHING, but at least you will get MOST of everything you wanted.

Meanwhile nobody ever hears back from bellaco.  Fuckin' took care of him.

I think the summary of all this is you should, in the words of my favorite old pinball machine, "stop talking and start chalking".  Maybe these posts will be the kick in the ass you need to do what you know you want to do.

thats why they call them cellmates  or is it soulmates?

meow

They call em "cellies' these days. LOL, luv the humor though. However the wig would be considered contraband.

That is a tough one.I myself have had T-girl rape fantasies but I'm truly glad that the first time I got taken from the rear that she took her time and didn't make me feel like I'd just been sodomized with a baseball bat.I have since been taken hard and fast,"without mercy" were her terms,but she let me know up front what I was going to get if I asked to be sodomized.I liked that too knowing what was about to happen.