I would love to get the thoughts and advice of a friendly and wise provider if any of you are willing. I think your input, knowledge and experience would be really helpful. Mostly because I'm trying to figure what another provider might be thinking/feeling and I know as a guy sometimes we're not always on the same page

If you're open to chatting PM me.

Thanks

Is to ask her.

Which is probably what I'll do. What's tricky about this "business" is it wrapped around so much fantasy. Will I actually get a straight answer. Will I believe the answer I get? And should I?

That's why I hoping to get advice from a provider. It might of help cut out some of that.

Let's review--you want providers on this board to PM you.  The reason: so that they can interpret what your provider might be 'thinking & feeling' (your words).  

The former mod of this board referred to this syndrome as: "I've Fallen For A Provider And Can't Get Up".
You might want to search this board for those old threads.  --z

You will never know for sure what she is thinking. Any more then you will ever know for sure what any woman is thinking. Accept what she tells you and shows you she is thinking and don't worry so much about if it is an act or not.

This is hard advice to live by. I suffer from some of the same uncertainties you do for probably slightly different reasons. But it is the only thing you CAN do. Asking for advice from other providers wont help much because they have as wide a range of personalities as the men here. Some are caring and some are clearly not.

Definitely maybe.

Well, that's quite a statement--L.A. is hardly Smalltown, USA where everyone-knows-everyone.
Maybe it's Naomi Watts from Mulholland Drive.  I'd like to meet this girl, lol.  

 The OP is probably a nice guy who's in over-his-head.  It's not unusual for a guy to fall for a provider at some point. But it's presumptuous to solicit providers to give free therapy via PM.  Any provider who's misguided enough to open that door will soon be flooded with PMs of deluded romantic drama.   --z    

Well, I love a mystery.  But why are you so convinced that there's only one provider in L.A. who can turn a guy inside out.  I'm sure L.A. is teeming with femmes fatales who can stun & spellbind the average john who has a fat wallet & little sense.  I remember my ATF knocked my head off the first time we met.  You don't have to be in L.A. for that to happen.  --z

She could ruin me any time!

please don't even go there about what a provider is thinking take it for what it is sex with no strings and that measn you pay for it as sex with no strings in the real free worls doesn't exsist. Don;t get into to any thoughts or feelings with a provider you will end up wasting time looking for a girl in the real world you should be pondering about x

I would say that the world of providing is to cold every woman know she can find pleasure in what she doing and to your question ask her  talk to her or tell what shuld be on her ind if you set a fantasy to play before hand questions should not hard after that