I would want to, however, I don't think my wife would appreciate it...

I'd really love to be with my atf on New Years but, don't see that happening at any price.

the northern California jury will probably wimp out and give you a life sentence of man juice in all your orifices. The other inmates can't wait to make you their wife.

Getting back to your question. Yes, that'd be fun. 1.5 times the going rate plus 20 percent present in the morning delivered with flowers and a champagne breakfast.

Scott, Dude.... what the Hell WERE you thinking????

Christmas gift I gave her a week ago?  I even fed her pet snakes when she went out of town.  I come over when she wants help changing her screen windows.  Why would she charge extra?  It sorta hurts my feelings.  (sniffle)

Scottie, we are waiting for you.  Are you going to tuck in prison?  I hope you watched lots of episodes of Oz.  Dont forget your lipstick.

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...I wish I had someone that I trusted to feed my pet snakes.

Dani

my ATF is currently retired or on hiatus...  I'm not sure there really is a difference...  I would pay whatever she asked for one last fantasy with her... no one has come close before or since... the problem is that I have serious problems seperating her persona from the real woman... and they are two completely different people...

I have seen a lot of women... close to 40 now... and she is the only one to effect me this way...  no one before or since...

But the memories she gave me are just as intense today as they were the day after... and it has been almost a year now...  I was dead inside before I met her... just drifting from one day until the next not caring about much of anything...

But the feelings she conjurred were generated from an illusion... a fantasy... She is NOT really that person... In fact, in reality we are more like oil and water... pissing each other off instead of connecting...

But what would I give for one more experience like that?  Whatever she asked!  And what is the chance that will happen?  None.

I'm your man.

I wish you luck in finding a new lady or ladies whom you can connect with and do not give up as many of us are much the same as the illusion we try to create