I've had a lot of great experiences and even repeated with a few providers now and then...

even had a few provider friends that I visited occasionally and hung with OTC or had some sort of mutually supportive relationship outside the hobby....

but I honestly thought that I had become too sophisticated to ever feel this way again...    

the feeling of loss at having to walk out the door...    

the feeling of missing the sight of her, the scent of her, the feel of her....

the desire to take her home and give her a lavish lifestyle and put her through school or whatever

'course I kept my mouth shut and will satisfy myself with a few revisits if time allows but

I wish I could have taken her home....

happens to even the jaded and cynical I guess....    

 

ouch....

...to be "adopted" by you?  Maybe to her you're just a trick, a john or an ATM.

I can not resist sharing the same damned meme  from when my brother started acting all twitterpated over a jezebel....  

Trust me, I feel your pain.  
I send my side-meat home, too.
Guess they'll live on without knowing.  
Brush that shit off lol

Markus reports on his feeling toward a woman.
BPS questions how he knows what the woman feels about Markius.
This has to be bookmarked ...

The Lumber Yard Waits

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but rather, that I met a lovely young woman who could have been built from every preference of mine and every archetype in my imagination with respect to appearance,  manner,  and sexual style....  including certain things that I never put in reviews when encountered....   and with whom I found a never expected and truthfully never sought degree of compatibility which gave every evidence of being mutual...

I *hope* I'm nothing more than an enjoyable "trick" to her -    

and I did say "adopt" her - not marry her

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in song:

You might change your mind by Tuesday

but that's just how I am - and that is why I discovered a long long time ago that monogamy is not for moi....

besides which -  I don't really know her real name :p

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I am rich, stylish, pretty and hung    it would not be the first time...    

but really -   you  are reading something into what I posted - which did not comment or for that matter even suggest that the lady would be desirous of being adopted by me -   it was all about my own musing...

frankly I damn well hope that I am just a "trick" to her -   because  even though I found her to be the perfect companion for the day, and may revisit while she is here,  I will likely be just as enthused about someone else in another week or so -

and she will be screwing other guys for money -   I would not want that to be any more difficult for her for having had the pleasure of my company :p

Oh, that's so nice to read.

I wonder if some of us just have a flaky love switch.  I can't sustain a relationship to save my life, but there are definitely (working) times I'm overtaken by "Oh I wish we could make fat babies and move to a ranch in Montana."  Just great chemistry I think, and since it only exists in pretend land, I just enjoy it.    

God help me the couple of times I've run into a man with impregnation/damsel-in-distress fantasies. Best f'ing sex of my life.  

xo,
Marie

P.S.  I have an IUD and those two gentlemen had vasectomies, so it wasn't ever an actual danger.

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