I DREAM a lot...  the ones at night when I am asleep...  not the ones with a hot woman...  But this one blurred those lines.  
The DREAM starts I fall for woman (presume she is attractive, I'm fuzzy on that detail).   Woman turns out to be a provider & refuses to be Julia Roberts.   Then I woke up (hard on with no V).  
In real life I am married...    
Maybe I'm just horny?
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It sounds like you have a deep unconscious desire to have sex with beautiful women. Instead of dreaming about vaginas ...

You have strict morals and dreaming of celebrity women means that you prefer friendship and beauty
combined . Maybe it your dream you had high expectations?

Eat hairy taco's, much better for the digestive system.

that is craving a little excitement.  Did you ever imagine your life being different and being single in this hobby?  Truly sounds like you are combining tiny thoughts and meshing them together into a scene.

of my all too real disability.   That's why it's a DREAM!    

Wouldn't we all like to keep the knowledge we learned but roll the clock back on our body?