I am not "bisexual" I'm just - "experience sexual".
I hate labeling what I am. I love men, I love dick. I don't like eating pussy. But I love using a strapon on another woman.
Here's the thing. I always wonder what guys mean by gay for pay, because if you're gay or bisexual and are super "into it" - you're attracted to the person.
Even straight people, just because the man likes tits and pussy, and the woman likes dick, that doesn't mean they're going to want to devour the other person.
People have sex with other people for many different reasons, not only because another person gives them a hard clit and a wet pussy.
Money make me want to have sex. A woman I'm feeling comfy with is fun. Whether or not I'd be naturally horny for her isn't the point. It's a natural desire for sex and money and communion in general with the man and the woman.
This whole "gay for pay" thing confuses me, because it's so much more than penises and vaginas and attraction. Sex is more than chemical attraction. Sex is sex. It's just sex. You - again - have sex for so many more reasons than that fake "oh my god I'm so horny for you" bullshit.
Sex has so many more benefits than an orgasm and horniness. It's humans connecting with humans.
Gay for pay doesn't mean anything. I just want security and to reap the many benefits beyond orgasm and chemical euphoria, and also enjoy - human interaction - personal connection - sexy stuff and trying new things /experimenting... maybe being a little bi-curious with a woman while a man is there. Being bicurious even though you've been fucking women for YEARS is Okay! Having fun with people without having to label myself and prove myself as anything but someone just having a nice time with a pussy, some tits, and a dick, and - other humans.
We're so black and white sometimes. Live a little and loosen up. Stop trying to define everything with labels. Relax and have fun.
Xoxo
C
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