I, like so many other providers live 2 separate lives.
My RL involves a part time job that provides great medical coverage and gives me the pleasure of fulfilling my sex drive. ( yes, I am blunt lol)..It involves dinner parties with RT friends and associates and intellectual
conversations and trips to museums and fashion shows. Would my real time friends be shocked if they found out. Without a doubt. Would they still be my friends..maybe, for awhile anyway. But eventually, no.
My provider life gives me the chance to live out several different fantasies I have had in my life. I was already married for a very very long time, so therefore, I am not looking to do that again. I have done the PTA mom thing and loved every minute of it. For the past 4-5 years, I have lived the fantasy life I always wanted to live. I love the idea of brief intimate encounters that this life provides. I am definite a true GFE. I do love what I do. I answer to no one. I was a virgin when I married at a very young age. I was the "good Irish Catholic girl", gone wrong I guess you could say ..lol
Lonely..yes, but that is the best parts about the M&G's . I meet very interesting women who I may recommend to a client or just someone to talk "shop" with. I love the intelligence of the women that I have met that are providers. It amazes me their business sense, although I never know why I am shocked when I see it. But it is always a pleasure speaking with them and learning from them...
So, as you can see, we all get lonely in this hobby. Its taboo in many peoples eyes..But not in mine...
I think we should just enjoy each other for the time each of us has..