That's about how it was.... guess I should have pulled my memories of that show from the memory bank...
Was certainly an interesting week for me. Had my ATF (whom I've known the better part of the past year) come meet me out of town earlier this week. Night one turned out to be one of the most mind blowing sexual experiences I've ever had. I mean the chemistry between us is just unreal. Some of you may remember my previous posts declaring my affection for her and trying to figure out what to do. Well that night it was if she thought I had her under a spell. She wouldn't let go of me for about 10 hours straight. Asking several times "what did you do to me?" And saying I'm not playing the game fairly. Has anyone ever been asked for a piece of gum only to be told someone is going to kiss the sh*t out of you? Lots more to add but lets just say "holy f**k!!!"
Night 2 proved to be interesting as well. She brought out something to smoke and it was not cigarettes. Might be hard to believe for some but even at 37 I have not partaken in this before. Guess I overreacted a bit not knowing what stoned feels like and freaked her out. Fast forward past the paramedics and emergency room and I get back to the hotel around 3am to find she has vanished.
I promise I cannot make this stuff up. So I sit here today trying to cope with the fact that I've recently had the best night of my life immediately followed by the worst. I knew I would learn what the future of our relationship would hold this past week but damn.... sure wasn't expecting that.
The bar has been set and may never be met again..
called an ambulance and ended up in the emergency room, possibly in a state where the weed (thinking that was what it was) is still illegal.
Disclaimer : I would not give anyone anything stronger than an Advil.
Jesus, I hate to be so insensitive, but no wonder she bolted.
I mean ... fucking Christ almighty on a popsicle stick. I can't imagine being all googy-eyed and having such an amazing date, and all of a sudden she's in the fucking ER because she couldn't handle her weed.
That would just be way too much drama for me to enter in to. So as much as it pains me to say this ... I think it's time for you to try a new hooker. She's gone, dude.
Actually it was me in the ER. She rode with me down there but bolted. One thing to note is I am a total rookie in that area with absolutely no knowledge of the effects. Now that I have had some time to do some research I realize how foolish I acted.
I have spoken to her since but doubt things can be repaired at this point. If so I will certainly proceed with caution. What an amazing ride we've had the past year though.
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Hope the ride was worth it.
I must say, honestly ... I learned a lot from your posts on this matter. It made me think of a girl I've been wasting my time with lately. And your experience has inspired me to kick her to the curb.
So thank you. I will be thinking of you when I tell her to get lost.
Tuesday night made everything worth it! Got a different perspective on things now though. Will she contact me again? Maybe, maybe not. I sure hope so because... well... just DAMN! That's all I can say.
Maybe it's time to hit the civie world for a bit. Any suggestions?
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Yea, stay away from girls who smoke pot. 
Thanks for the tip... Learned my lesson there! No need to worry
Remember, she's there to sell you a fantasy and sounds like she's got you fairly sold on it as well. When you start thinking this way, you become an easy mark for some. There are a lot of girls out there who prey on guys just like you. Just read the boards and you'll read stories of some poor unsuspecting fool who let common sense get over-ridden.
That's about how it was.... guess I should have pulled my memories of that show from the memory bank...
Maybe not... but I seem to have a pretty good reputation starting among those I've seen.
There's some unfinished business before I walk away from this game...
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so I've been unable to smoke weed for years, and understand how someone could flip out if they didn't know the effects. But I would also advise that, when doing things that are illegal, only do them one at a time. My ATF, for instance, loves to smoke weed...but not when she's working. And I always pay her in cash, never in weed.
It is a very loose interpretation of an actual paid date. In fact I had not given her anything for coming down to see me. We had actually become quite good friends. I honestly hated to use the term ATF, because it is more than that, but only did so because of the forum we are in.
Learning more about the effects of this stuff and with the help of my friends looking at me like quite the dumb ass I'm actually pretty embarrassed by the way I acted. But you have to remember I have no experience with anything of the sort so it all caught me off guard and I guess I went into survival mode. Looking back on it I guess she also went into survival mode as I could have put her in quite the compromising position. Can't say I blame her one bit now for bolting.
Now I'm just trying to figure out the best way to apologize...