Historically I usually never would dwell on the young lady that I just left. On occasion someone special, and exceptional, would particularly grab my attention for longer periods and draw me back again with their charms, but that was rare.
Here recently (the past 7 months) I have been totally captivated and dwell way more than is normal, or probably acceptable, for the hobby. OK, so shoot me, I am a total, freakin', boring, predictable, slobbering puppy dog. But, I am having more fun than anyone else.