In fact a number of my favorites have either "retired" or will be shortly. I truly enjoyed getting to know each one of them and wish them nothing but the absolute best.
is your first provider still in the business? do you still visit her. unfortunately, my first (and one of the best) retired a few years ago.
My first provider in any meaningful sense was a 36 year old lady with a really nice agency in Chicago. She retired and so did the agency. What a great girl for a first time, she was relaxed and passionate and a little wild in just the right measure.
my first hooker was in a Tijuana whorehouse over forty years ago, can you imagine what she looks like today? lol
In fact a number of my favorites have either "retired" or will be shortly. I truly enjoyed getting to know each one of them and wish them nothing but the absolute best.
But I still have a fav I met in 1989. She's pushing 60, but still a bundle of joy.
I remember the first gal that I fucked, but she wasn't a provider. I am sure that some of the women I fucked over the years were hookers at some point. But I never paid them as such. I also never ran into one who advertises as a hooker either.
I would think that keeping tabs on a woman is stalking behavior. The women in P4P come and go. I can usually tell if a woman can last in the business by how they act. A few despise this world, but have to be here anyhow. I feel sorry for them.
20 year olds would die for her body. I first met her on Oct. 2000, last time I saw her was Sept 2013. She was a dancer at some strip club on Sunset Blvd. Her reviews are still up, mine included...fuck, where has the time gone....
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I was shocked to find out that's the age of someone I was seeing pretty regularly. She keeps herself looking 20 years younger. It's amazing what the right doctor can do with the right subject lol.
She's long gone. Sadly she got into abusing drugs. Haven't heard from her in quite a while. She was a reallly nice gal when I first met her.
A favorite gal that was in the business is retired. I do visit her once a year. I still see her for a session. It's still great. But not like it was when she was in the business.
My first provider never really became a regular, so I guess the answer is that I've lost touch.
I still hear from my first ATF, and see her from time to time. She is no longer active in the business, but we still get together for fun. We have become friends but I understand that I can't be part of her regular life
...to see her but my hobby budget isn't what it use to be.
And if she was I certainly would not be interested in seeing her now!
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This was maybe 10 years ago. She was so sweet and yet so sexy. When she took her website down she emailed me and said she would still see me on the side. This moron lost the phone number.
Been in the hobby for 10+ years....still see my first at least twice a year!! She still hot and under 35!
I contacted her three weeks or so after becoming a VIP member, in response to her ad on the NYC board back in 2004. Fast forward, she's still in business, highly respected and well known by many in our community then and now, and I last saw her just a few days ago.
Sorry to hear your first has left. I've had a couple who I enjoyed immensely that did the same... 
She is no longer in the business I'm sure but what a great way to be ushered into this world. She set the bar - and my expectations - pretty high. For my nine years in the hobby this visit rated the best session I had. That just changed quite recently, but she was a really cool 'leader in the clubhouse' for 9 years.
she's still in business. Although I'm sure it's been done, this really isn't a lifetime profession. But I do remember her. Her name was Nancy, and she was 110% gfe. I'm pretty sure she was the one who hard wired my brain into the lifetime hobby this has become. What if she had ripped me off? I wonder if she remembers me?