the same year 10 times and call it a life  
   
 Within 48 hours the following happened:  
   
 * sit down at mall and random guy starts talking to me; within 5 minutes starts telling me about his family; daughter in law died; son serving overseas in military; he is taking care of granddaughter; medical issues, etc.; I later tell wife this and she says "why do people always tell you their story"; fuck if I know;  but I do know when I thought about it; Simply put I listen and I don't talk unless I ask thoughtful questions  
   
 * session y-day with gal; too much to go into; but suffice it to say it was a doozy; didn't like husband; didn't like job; didn't like life, etc.; (and some other personal stuff which I will not mention; starts hobbying and before you know it - it's been 6/7 years)  
   
 So the lesson for Providers is the same lesson I gave my wife when a recruiter called her about a job last week:  
   
   * Don't make decisions out of FEAR (False Evidence Appearing Real)  
   * Don't run from something - run to something  
   * As my mother use to say when things seem bad remember - THEY COULD ALWAYS BE WORSE!!!!!  
   
 So you are probably thinking "what is this fucker babbling about NOW"  
   
 Well it's this - as much as I love fucking/doing dirty things to random women in hotels (albeit for $300, $400, or even $900 (you know who you R).  I would hope that most Providers have an exit plan.    
   
 I have no intention of dying at my desk.  I would not give those motherfuckers the satisfaction to think they worked me to death  
   
 I would hope that Providers think the same way.  I mean not that I am the Mfer.  But you get the point.  
   
 Get it and get gone!!!!!  
   
 RT Out  
   
 Read this poem dammit - found it on my teenage babysitters twitter - I LOVE IT  
   
 “Sometimes beautiful things come into our lives out of nowhere. We can't always understand them, but we have to trust in them. I know you want to question everything, but sometimes it pays to just have a little faith.”