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it as precisely that.  When I told him about my Hobby Experiences he told me "do you realize that you describe the signs of an addict - you love the anticipation but not really the outcome"

And he was spot on.  Truth be told I love having sex with my wife.  It is damn good and passionate.  Besides I love it when I cum (no rubber of course) hard and just lay on top of her.   Then she rolls over I says I love you and kisses me on the lips.  I can't get that passion with a Provider.  (BTW don't want it)

But what I can get is that SUPER high feeling of walking thru the parking lot, into the lobby, up the elevator, down the hall, knocking on the door.  Knowing all the while that noone in the world knows what I am about to do.  This explicit, raunchy and nasty act where I cease to be (insert name here) and become RT the dirty nasty little boy trying to live out sick and disgusting fantasies at $300 an hour.

It is a deep dark world that I have created and I don't want anyone to intrude inside of it.  I want to keep it hidden because if it ever became exposed to the light it would not be special anymore.  Reminds me of when I was 8 years old and me Aunt took me into her room and let me have my way with her.  It was sooooooo exciting.  I couldn't believe it was happening.  Even now I wonder if it was a dream but I know it was the truth.  I only wish I had more time with her and was able to fulfill more of her desires.  She wanted me to smother her with the pillow but my young mind wasn't capable of fulfilling that desire.  Oh how wish I could have that moment in time back:)

So yes I get it.  I have been chasing the dragon since 1977.  

RT  
(Crazy On You

This is going to be a little out of the ordinary, but I don't know where else to put it. I love the feeling of being so attracted to a provider that it's like gravity pulling me to her, and the longer it gets drawn out, the more exciting it is. Getting "down to business" is great, but it's the time before, the anticipation, that force pulling me toward her that I look for. I guess that's my version of "chasing the dragon" in the hobby. I'm grateful for providers who understand that part of the experience and know how to turn that gravity on and make it last.  

No question here, no rant, just a musing on a quiet night thinking about "the next one".

What about the other 3 forces? lol

Personally, what pulls me to her isn't gravity at all. I'd have be pretty huge to generate that kind of gravity we're talking about.  

I call it sexual attraction.

And it's my magnetic dick pole pulling me to her.  

ROF

But the best part is when she's done rocking my world, she or I leave. None of the drama or bullshit. That's perfect!

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Why not just not see any of the providers? It would be like they all left! ;)

I book a couple of weeks in advance, and it's difficult for me to sleep once it's down the last two days or so.

Unfortunately, my situation doesn't often give me the luxury of booking in advance, but when I can, yeah, there's the buildup before the meeting, but then once I'm in the room with her, I just want that pull toward her to last forever. The longer it lasts, the better it feels when that first touch finally comes.

Of course, if she cancels at the last minute, the beautiful hours or days of anticipation is like a gift.

Posted By: 89Springer
Why not just not see any of the providers? It would be like they all left! ;)  
   
 I book a couple of weeks in advance, and it's difficult for me to sleep once it's down the last two days or so.

it as precisely that.  When I told him about my Hobby Experiences he told me "do you realize that you describe the signs of an addict - you love the anticipation but not really the outcome"

And he was spot on.  Truth be told I love having sex with my wife.  It is damn good and passionate.  Besides I love it when I cum (no rubber of course) hard and just lay on top of her.   Then she rolls over I says I love you and kisses me on the lips.  I can't get that passion with a Provider.  (BTW don't want it)

But what I can get is that SUPER high feeling of walking thru the parking lot, into the lobby, up the elevator, down the hall, knocking on the door.  Knowing all the while that noone in the world knows what I am about to do.  This explicit, raunchy and nasty act where I cease to be (insert name here) and become RT the dirty nasty little boy trying to live out sick and disgusting fantasies at $300 an hour.

It is a deep dark world that I have created and I don't want anyone to intrude inside of it.  I want to keep it hidden because if it ever became exposed to the light it would not be special anymore.  Reminds me of when I was 8 years old and me Aunt took me into her room and let me have my way with her.  It was sooooooo exciting.  I couldn't believe it was happening.  Even now I wonder if it was a dream but I know it was the truth.  I only wish I had more time with her and was able to fulfill more of her desires.  She wanted me to smother her with the pillow but my young mind wasn't capable of fulfilling that desire.  Oh how wish I could have that moment in time back:)

So yes I get it.  I have been chasing the dragon since 1977.  

RT  
(Crazy On You

I always worry that any over-anticipation will dull the actual encounter. It hasn't happened yet, but I feel that if I get too worked up and set expectations unrealistically high, the encounter will ultimately fade in comparison. Gotta keep them emotions in check ;)

That certain "Brown Eyed Girl". Will it be better than the first time? Will the chemistry be there this time? Will "I" be up for it? and so on.

Just kidding..

Sometime ladies get really freaked out by that shit though....
Just sayin

That's why I say it's nice to find the ones who get it and even enjoy it. It's like the art of seduction - not just relying on physical attraction, but using it as the springboard for something even more amazing to increase desire and therefore enhance anything that follows.

whole experience so delicious. When done right, the sensation is exquisite, and I'll often cream my panties at the mere sight of an email address in my inbox. I adore it when gents book in advance. There's a sweet spot of "in advance": too far in advance and you can run out of things to talk about. To little and there's no build-up.  

I've found that some men are incapable of understanding and appreciating that little extra erotic perk. Such a shame.

I'm glad some here can appreciate it! :)  

Posted By: 39Steps
This is going to be a little out of the ordinary, but I don't know where else to put it. I love the feeling of being so attracted to a provider that it's like gravity pulling me to her, and the longer it gets drawn out, the more exciting it is. Getting "down to business" is great, but it's the time before, the anticipation, that force pulling me toward her that I look for. I guess that's my version of "chasing the dragon" in the hobby. I'm grateful for providers who understand that part of the experience and know how to turn that gravity on and make it last.  
   
 No question here, no rant, just a musing on a quiet night thinking about "the next one".
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Ah, Sarah, it's also nice to find a provider who gets it. Some don't even give you a chance to take in those amazing moments. I'm not complaining about the immediate action, mind you, but the one who uses her allure from the moment the door opens to create a steadily building experience, full of potential and desire, will leave a more lasting impression, for me, anyway.

even once the "waiting game" has ended and we're in the room together.  i think there are physical ways to do that that really enhance the journey.  the destination is great, but i enjoy the path there as well.

i'm more like a cat than a snake... rather than devour it whole, i enjoy playing with my food. ;-)

and you begin to realize that you're probably getting laid tonight?  That's what it feels like to me - my new, warm, confident smile and a new glint in my eye that she shares.

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