Not sure this has ever been addressed here, but my favorite part of any BDSM relationship is the psycho-sexual aspects. I won't delve too far into the meaning, as I feel it is self evident: being sexually and/or psychologically manipulated into doing something you would not otherwise do. In short, being brainwashed by whatever means.

Thus, I am looking for a professional mistress in DC with whom to explore this scenario, with the ultimate goal of being manipulated into engaging in sexual acts with another man, something I would not do on my own and which does not necessarily appeal to me. What does appeal to me is the journey towards the goal, and, I must admit, the feelings of absolute humiliation after the deed is done, but doing it anyway to please my mistress.

Long term process, starting from the first session. I do wonder if I am seeking something a bit more sophisticated than I am likely to find. But, thought I'd throw out what I am looking for and seeing if any of the Mistresses in the DC area will respond. And, perhaps an added bonus - if the sessions were video taped, it would be unlike anything currently available on sites such as Clips4Sale, which offer scenes, not story lines.

And, that's all, that is my proposal.