Didn't want to work, didn't care about shit, stopped taking care of myself, then the wifey asked me if there is anything that would make me interested in living again ( she is really understanding, and we haven't been intimate for a while, we are older, it's a long story, but ) .  I told her and she wrote me a check and told me to go to Vegas.  Now I live every day looking forward to getting laid.  Best Medicine in the world.